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Well, not really much to talk about....
I'm thinking about quitting the band. I wish that it would work out, but for one thing, it's all business; we never hang out as friends, our lead guitarist is apparently trying to fucking drink/drug himself to death, and there's a good chance of me moving to Atlanta. I don't know....there's just a lot of things going on right about now.
I'm falling into debt, and I haven't even moved out of my house yet; the band that I've had so many fun times with is basically falling apart; it seems like everyone is lying to everyone; Georgia's going to college in less than a month for the next 4 years....
I'm just lost right now. I haven't felt this hopeless in a long time. It's as if there's no light at the end of the tunnel this time.
I don't know what else to say......God help me......God help everybody else.
-micah
I'm thinking about quitting the band. I wish that it would work out, but for one thing, it's all business; we never hang out as friends, our lead guitarist is apparently trying to fucking drink/drug himself to death, and there's a good chance of me moving to Atlanta. I don't know....there's just a lot of things going on right about now.
I'm falling into debt, and I haven't even moved out of my house yet; the band that I've had so many fun times with is basically falling apart; it seems like everyone is lying to everyone; Georgia's going to college in less than a month for the next 4 years....
I'm just lost right now. I haven't felt this hopeless in a long time. It's as if there's no light at the end of the tunnel this time.
I don't know what else to say......God help me......God help everybody else.
-micah