Oct 19, 2005 18:37
i wanna dissapear cause i feel like i'm going to explode
how much MORE of this can i take???
okay first of all as far as RUMORS GO!!!!!!
ally thinks i'm spreading rumors about her an some guy
which is fucking bull shit, i'm not some immature little bitch
who's going to start a bunch of drama for my own humor.
i don't care about her life, or what she does any more
... so if anyone has anything to say about that.. eat shit
cause i don't fucking run my mouth esepcialy about GAY
shit like that, and ESPECIALY IF IT"S NOT TRUE.
ally and i are not friends, but that's it.. like why
can people not FUCKING GET IT THROUGH THERE THICK ASS HEADS
THAT I DO NOT CARE. WE AREN'T FRIENDS.. OKAY LET THAT BE THE END OF IT
I'M NOT GOING TO FIGHT ANYONE, I'M NOT STUPID
AND I'M NOT GOING TO THE UATH HOME AGAIN.
I'LL GET TAKEN AWAY FROM MY MOTHER BY THE STATE IF
I DO DECIDE TO GET IN A FIGHT, UNLESS I GET AMMANCIPATED
SO WHY RISK IT OVER SOME THING THAT GAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
okay and as far as drama goes along the line of
whatever in which way it involves me..
OKAY PEOPLE CAN HATE ME ALL THEY WANT.
I GIVE UP MY FEELINGS ABOUT IT, I DON'T CARE
HATE ME, I'M A STUPID BITCH WHATEVER FLOATS YOUR BOATS
BUT WHY ARE YOU STILL TALKING ABOUT ME???? I HAVENT
SEEN OR TALKED TO ANYONE SINSE FUCKING SATURDAY NIGHT..
SO WHY IS MY NAME IN EVERYONES FUCKING MOUTH?? YOU DONT
SEE ME OVER HERE SPILLIN NAMES LEFT AND RIGHT, IF I WROTE ABOUT IT
IN HERE, THAT'S ALL I DID.. I DON'T EVEN TALK TO ANYONE
i have BIGGER THINGS TO WORRY ABOUT ..
it's like no one wants to hang out with me cause
they don't want me and ally to be around eachother
because they fear there will be drama? .. okay on that
subject, does anyone NOT SEE? .. i don't want drama either
i'm not going to say anything to her, i won't even aknowledge her
exsistance of being around me.. it's her that wants the drama
and the problems, so check her from here on, don't tell me about it
this weekend ..
i really wanted to hang out with everyone i normally hang out
with on the weekends, but sinse none of them really talk to me
and ++ it's thier home coming, and +++++ most of them are scared
of ally or some thing (if that's the case.. IDK WHAT IT IS)
i'm ..
- proboly staying the night at my cousins house friday night
unless salina wants to hang out <3 :-D i'd love that!!! then i would
be in new haven for the weekend
except saturday, saturday is kevins visitations, i'm going..
if my mom is still giving me a ride..
and sunday who knows..
if anyone wants to hang out let me know i'm free