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Oct 17, 2005 17:59

well kacie just gave me the worse news i have heard
all year, i feel so wierd right now, awhile back i dated this guy
kevin who i was like obsessed with .. for like 4 summers and we
dated, for awhile then he went out with nikki.. and like we all stayed
friends but we kind of all went our own sepret ways. i had the funnest
times of my life with him. we used to jump off roofs with our skates on
into pools of faygo.. we used to just do crazy things. he was someone
i looked up to, someone i thought was amazing. someone who i will
always think is amazing, and i don't care that i didn't get to say good bye
i'm sure he knows how much i still and always will care about him..

i did just run into him right before .. but he passed away on saturday
and i'm in shock, like i feel sad, and wierd inside but whenever i say
the words "he's gone" ... i brek down.. not only just because it's him
but because it could be any one .. at any time.. and because
i just seen him.. HE WAS FINE, and now he will never be back
ever again, i will never get to see him ever again or talk to him
and tell him how i missed hanging out with him.. and thank him for
the fun times we shared.. now he is gone..

it's so crazy and so wierd, i still just can't beleve it's true..

if ANYONE knows anything about his funeral, or anything ..
ANYTHING at all.. PLEASE comment ..
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