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Becca-Im Scared To Let You Back, I Dont Want To Have To Loose Another Person....Again. I Never Said I Didnt Want To Be Friends Again And Pathetic Is Not The Word I Meant Thats Why Its In Quotes Because I didnt Know What Words To Use... I Have No Problem With You And I Would Like To Be Friends Again But I Am Scared. Its Going To Take Time.
Other Things-I'm Going To Delete This Journal... What I Vented About Becca Was Something I Felt. Something I Needed To Get Out. Something IWasnt Ready To Tell Her. I Was Going To Hang Out With Her First And Decide How I Really Felt, Before I Told Her..And To Go Read Beccas Jounal And See Direct Quotes From My Entry Means One Of Let Her Use Your Journal..Or Showed Her..I Made This Journal To Write How I Felt. I Deleted All The People I Dont Trust Or Didnt Talk To Awhile Back..So If Your My Friend Its Because I Myself Trust You, And I Think Your A Good Friend...Having What I Say In Here Exploited To Other People Is Not What I Need.... So I Might Make A New Journal..If I Do Ill Post It Here. But I Dont Know If Ill Add Anyone...
I Thought I Could Trust All Of You...
Other Things-I'm Going To Delete This Journal... What I Vented About Becca Was Something I Felt. Something I Needed To Get Out. Something IWasnt Ready To Tell Her. I Was Going To Hang Out With Her First And Decide How I Really Felt, Before I Told Her..And To Go Read Beccas Jounal And See Direct Quotes From My Entry Means One Of Let Her Use Your Journal..Or Showed Her..I Made This Journal To Write How I Felt. I Deleted All The People I Dont Trust Or Didnt Talk To Awhile Back..So If Your My Friend Its Because I Myself Trust You, And I Think Your A Good Friend...Having What I Say In Here Exploited To Other People Is Not What I Need.... So I Might Make A New Journal..If I Do Ill Post It Here. But I Dont Know If Ill Add Anyone...
I Thought I Could Trust All Of You...