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RACHAEL'S OMING TO VISIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't wait! I haven't seen her since she moved in June. OMG, I can't believe shes coming up to visit. I really need a vacation, and Christmas break couldn't come any sooner. I hate living here, I hate being around my parents, I have to get away. I dont know how much more of this i can take. I wish I could go live with my aunt and uncle. I could be away from all the stress ihave here from my family, friends, school, everything. You guys cant imagine being the oldest of six and having to do everything for the family. I hate it, it puts way to much stress on me. My parenst will be lucky if I have any kids. it runs in my famil that the oldest never has any kids for some strange reason. SO who knows maybe I'll be the one to break that streak. Kat you say we have to talk, and yet you havent made any effort to. You really hurt me. You broke the trust I had in you. And I just cant forget about it and be friends again. You have to earn that trust and respect back from me, and you havent made any attempt to do so. Im no tgoing to be the first one to talk so if you wan tto fix it you have to say something first.