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i haven't updated this thing in sooooo long.
dance last night sucked. crap music.... just crappy evertyhing. i spent all last night figuring out what i was going to wear spent like an hour getting ready, making sure everything looked good. and yet again... did he notice me... NO!! why do i bother trying....guys only like short skinny people. not fat losers. honestly, it drives me crazy. and the saddest part is the fact that i fool myyself into thinking that maybe, just maybe, he'd notice. rhgurhgiuhrughrogioriogijreigjirjgijr.
I HATE BEING FAT!!!!!!!
dance last night sucked. crap music.... just crappy evertyhing. i spent all last night figuring out what i was going to wear spent like an hour getting ready, making sure everything looked good. and yet again... did he notice me... NO!! why do i bother trying....guys only like short skinny people. not fat losers. honestly, it drives me crazy. and the saddest part is the fact that i fool myyself into thinking that maybe, just maybe, he'd notice. rhgurhgiuhrughrogioriogijreigjirjgijr.
I HATE BEING FAT!!!!!!!