its kinda annoying when people say they've got songs playing in their heads....
because its not like we fucking care if its on around you or not... nothing personal just an observation.. =)
I guess the new layout would warrant a new post.. so here goes nothing..
Ive been stressed out alot lately.. like ALOT.. and its hard to live like this. I dont know whats the deal. I think its physically starting to take a toll on me. I actually dont feel very nice right now. *sigh*
For the past week and a half Darren has been "volunteering" to go into work at 2 am. I get why hes doing it.. and im sure it will help him better himself at work.. but i hate to sound selfish but.. WTF is he thinking??? I HATE!!! fucking when he goes to work at 2 am.
CONS LIST
--- I sleep alone.. its so hard
--- He sleeps all day
--- I stay up waiting for a phone call every 2 hours beginning at 2 am
--- I hate when hes out in the middle of the night in southgate (even if it is for work)
--- He goes to practice.. thus taking more time away from me
I HATE IT! grrrrrr! Its almost over though.. thank god!
My birthday is on wednesday. All my friends are already 20.. and they havent changed one bit.. so im not worried about it. I do have to deal with the month that Im older than Darren though. His mom called me a craddle robber. hmph.
Im going to see Eric Clapton at the Hollywood Bowl in august. Oh Happy Happy Joy Joy!!!
I hope I get some work soon. My nails are looking foxxxxy. =P
My journal is no longer friends only.. I guess it hasnt been for a while. Oh well.. My banner was funny while it was up. Stupid stalkers.
I just wanted to reinterate how important my best friends are.
Koala- without your AMAZING mediation I dont think alot of things would have gotten solved. It was an eye opener.. the way i sounded saying some of the things I said. It made me see myself in a different way. Thank you for being so neutral and being sooo strong for me. I would have been like poop bear and totally broke down. Darren appreciates you so much more now... not that he didnt before.. Cant wail til i DONT see you tomorrow. I love you soo much girlie!
Poopie Burrr! - Without your tenderness and caring Id be miserable. You always check on me right when I need it most. You brighten my day.. even with the simplest gesture.. like picking some leaves from the big retarded orange/tangerine thingy tree outside my house and delivering it right outside my bedroom door. =D Thank you for thinking about me today.
I missed you girlies and I wish I had gone out with you guys. Tomorrow doubtfully though! ; )
I love darren. Theres not enough room in the sky to write all the reasons. He has my heart and he nurtures it everyday. He keeps me strong and gets me through the day.
Funny how this thing started out about stress.. surprisingly.. Im better now...
goodnight guys.
I guess the new layout would warrant a new post.. so here goes nothing..
Ive been stressed out alot lately.. like ALOT.. and its hard to live like this. I dont know whats the deal. I think its physically starting to take a toll on me. I actually dont feel very nice right now. *sigh*
For the past week and a half Darren has been "volunteering" to go into work at 2 am. I get why hes doing it.. and im sure it will help him better himself at work.. but i hate to sound selfish but.. WTF is he thinking??? I HATE!!! fucking when he goes to work at 2 am.
CONS LIST
--- I sleep alone.. its so hard
--- He sleeps all day
--- I stay up waiting for a phone call every 2 hours beginning at 2 am
--- I hate when hes out in the middle of the night in southgate (even if it is for work)
--- He goes to practice.. thus taking more time away from me
I HATE IT! grrrrrr! Its almost over though.. thank god!
My birthday is on wednesday. All my friends are already 20.. and they havent changed one bit.. so im not worried about it. I do have to deal with the month that Im older than Darren though. His mom called me a craddle robber. hmph.
Im going to see Eric Clapton at the Hollywood Bowl in august. Oh Happy Happy Joy Joy!!!
I hope I get some work soon. My nails are looking foxxxxy. =P
My journal is no longer friends only.. I guess it hasnt been for a while. Oh well.. My banner was funny while it was up. Stupid stalkers.
I just wanted to reinterate how important my best friends are.
Koala- without your AMAZING mediation I dont think alot of things would have gotten solved. It was an eye opener.. the way i sounded saying some of the things I said. It made me see myself in a different way. Thank you for being so neutral and being sooo strong for me. I would have been like poop bear and totally broke down. Darren appreciates you so much more now... not that he didnt before.. Cant wail til i DONT see you tomorrow. I love you soo much girlie!
Poopie Burrr! - Without your tenderness and caring Id be miserable. You always check on me right when I need it most. You brighten my day.. even with the simplest gesture.. like picking some leaves from the big retarded orange/tangerine thingy tree outside my house and delivering it right outside my bedroom door. =D Thank you for thinking about me today.
I missed you girlies and I wish I had gone out with you guys. Tomorrow doubtfully though! ; )
I love darren. Theres not enough room in the sky to write all the reasons. He has my heart and he nurtures it everyday. He keeps me strong and gets me through the day.
Funny how this thing started out about stress.. surprisingly.. Im better now...
goodnight guys.