Not Good

[xwrestler316]

Aight, well, i love transy. this is my home and i couldn't pick a better one at that. But the thing is that i've been in a funk recently, i keep thinking about this one person, i can't focus on anything else. Well, i suppose there are other thigns on my mind; dodgeball, recruitment, new people, etc. But the thing is if my hand surgery (which isn't over yet) wasn't enough, then i just found out that my back doesn't have an infection, so the cockix and pelvis aren't connected for wierd reasons. So, as i see it, the only option that's left is for some surgery to connect them. I was so emotional last night when my mom told me, my big came in an comforted me for like 10 minutes. I am really scared about this, but i can't let it take over my life, i am not the type of person that gets taken down by a lil back surgery. So i just have to suck in my gut, push out my chest, and pray for the best when i got to the doctor the 20th.

Love,
Rando McHatfield