Addres full doubt you've ever felt frustration; well I'm choking on it now♥
jess and i are in track
my legs are sore as hell it takes me 3 minutes to sit down and stand back up.
track's not my thing, but hey at least i am TRYING.
i got an 88% on my report for keyboarding [class i'm in right npw] and i am kinda pissed because that is gonna lower my grade from an A to a B. I'm trying to get straight A's, hah.
iliketrn. but we dont talk anymore. and before I got to this class [2nd period] I told Courtney to fuck off because we saw Trn and she was like " omg let's go talk to him!! TRN!!" what the fuck. this is a reason why im not gonna tell anyone next time i have some sort of "crush" on someone.
i'll explain the trn thing later
i asked jess if we could stay an extra 30 minutes to an hour after track today. I just need to get better at it because I feel like a failure. I'm distance and there is NO WAY i could ever do sprint. I'm sooooo slow. Jess can't decide what she is. Track is not what I want to do and it is not my "thing". Like I said, at least I am trying... but I'm gonna ruin the school's reputation if I do not quit in time for the actual meets. I guess I need to go practice more; go for the "extra mile"... literally.
Yesterday during gym, I played nonstop badminton and got compliments. I guess I'm really good at it, as long as I am always active and we don't pause. I hate playing a game with someone who doesn't play it right. IT BOTHERS ME. I hate it when they miss the birdie thing. And volleyball, yeah, i hate it when they miss the ball. I love floor hockey too. I want BADMINTON as a sport at school. Some chicks are trying to get it to become one :D hellz yeaaaaa.
i cried yesterday because my dad wasn't able to take to go see Silverstein at the 930 club. Shannon went. But she got me something. :'( I cant believe I didn't go... it was my brother's birthday and he didnt even come home until like 10:30pm. My dad's arm was "hurting".. i guess it was? I think TRN said something to me yesterday as I went back to the track field to get this chick's pants. But maybe that was ben. "hi!" "psst" "heyy" is what I heard. And it came from where Trn was practicing. He sorta lead me on. And now he doesnt even speak to me. We've never spoken in person or met eachother in person but his arm brushed my during lunch the other day as we were walking past eachother. Yesterday was also the FFAF show in Norfolk. Jay went, and so did Courtney's brother, Pete. Hmph. They were there for Deftones. But they got to see ffaf :D dfkpgjdfklgjdflkgjfk lucky fucking BASTARDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
kkk all done
/10:15 am
class is almost over.. at 10:40.. dfgjkfdlgjk ugh so bored&hungry.
my legs are sore as hell it takes me 3 minutes to sit down and stand back up.
track's not my thing, but hey at least i am TRYING.
i got an 88% on my report for keyboarding [class i'm in right npw] and i am kinda pissed because that is gonna lower my grade from an A to a B. I'm trying to get straight A's, hah.
iliketrn. but we dont talk anymore. and before I got to this class [2nd period] I told Courtney to fuck off because we saw Trn and she was like " omg let's go talk to him!! TRN!!" what the fuck. this is a reason why im not gonna tell anyone next time i have some sort of "crush" on someone.
i'll explain the trn thing later
i asked jess if we could stay an extra 30 minutes to an hour after track today. I just need to get better at it because I feel like a failure. I'm distance and there is NO WAY i could ever do sprint. I'm sooooo slow. Jess can't decide what she is. Track is not what I want to do and it is not my "thing". Like I said, at least I am trying... but I'm gonna ruin the school's reputation if I do not quit in time for the actual meets. I guess I need to go practice more; go for the "extra mile"... literally.
Yesterday during gym, I played nonstop badminton and got compliments. I guess I'm really good at it, as long as I am always active and we don't pause. I hate playing a game with someone who doesn't play it right. IT BOTHERS ME. I hate it when they miss the birdie thing. And volleyball, yeah, i hate it when they miss the ball. I love floor hockey too. I want BADMINTON as a sport at school. Some chicks are trying to get it to become one :D hellz yeaaaaa.
i cried yesterday because my dad wasn't able to take to go see Silverstein at the 930 club. Shannon went. But she got me something. :'( I cant believe I didn't go... it was my brother's birthday and he didnt even come home until like 10:30pm. My dad's arm was "hurting".. i guess it was? I think TRN said something to me yesterday as I went back to the track field to get this chick's pants. But maybe that was ben. "hi!" "psst" "heyy" is what I heard. And it came from where Trn was practicing. He sorta lead me on. And now he doesnt even speak to me. We've never spoken in person or met eachother in person but his arm brushed my during lunch the other day as we were walking past eachother. Yesterday was also the FFAF show in Norfolk. Jay went, and so did Courtney's brother, Pete. Hmph. They were there for Deftones. But they got to see ffaf :D dfkpgjdfklgjdflkgjfk lucky fucking BASTARDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
kkk all done
/10:15 am
class is almost over.. at 10:40.. dfgjkfdlgjk ugh so bored&hungry.