Will you ever cry so hard?
Ugh. I'm so angry.
-I don't need a group of friends. I've actually realized it would probably be alot easier if all of my friends didn't like each other. lol.
^^^realization of the night.
I miss my friends tho.
I miss Hillary, Jackie, Erin, Liz, Monica, Manda, Meghan, Emily, Kat, Janessa, Kayleigh, and Ash really bad.
Ugh. :sighs:
By the way, for future reference: The only reason I've been super mad at everyone latley is because everyone seems to rub it in my face that they're going here with so and so, and we're doing this together without you. That's pretty lame, like for real. Good for you guys, but I don't care too much. Little egocentrical Meghan, right? Yeah, fuck that.
It doesn't matter. I just tell you guys what's bothering me, and you've done it like 3 times since then. More than normal. Which is pretty lame. Ok, it's REALLY fucking lame.
This is fucking crazy. We've NEVER had so much drama in this little clique or whatever. It wasn't even this bad two years ago, when we thought it was terrible. But this is absolutally ridiculous and un called for. I thought we had matured when I've come to the realization that we have done anything but that. I don't want to have to deal with the feeling of rejection anymore because it was never there before. And for some reason all of my other groups of friends never had that problem. It's just this one.
That's why I don't want this anymore- guys. I'll be friends with all of you seperatly and such and every once in a while I'll hang out with more than one person at a time- but for real. I don't care who you're hanging out with or who you're seeing together. It's just lame how I take you to two concerts in one month and you tell me about how you're going with someone else to a diff concert. Nice- real nice. That was pretty god damn stupid.
But whatever- I'll just pretend like nothing happened. Like this group seems to do.
I miss you guys- and I'll always be your friends. Because in a friendship there are going to be hardships and such- I just wish there weren't so many of them. Ugh.
So I'm out of the five.
It's become four.
Love you all to death anyways- I just don't really want to be associated with it anymore.
Peace out guys :)
<3
-I don't need a group of friends. I've actually realized it would probably be alot easier if all of my friends didn't like each other. lol.
^^^realization of the night.
I miss my friends tho.
I miss Hillary, Jackie, Erin, Liz, Monica, Manda, Meghan, Emily, Kat, Janessa, Kayleigh, and Ash really bad.
Ugh. :sighs:
By the way, for future reference: The only reason I've been super mad at everyone latley is because everyone seems to rub it in my face that they're going here with so and so, and we're doing this together without you. That's pretty lame, like for real. Good for you guys, but I don't care too much. Little egocentrical Meghan, right? Yeah, fuck that.
It doesn't matter. I just tell you guys what's bothering me, and you've done it like 3 times since then. More than normal. Which is pretty lame. Ok, it's REALLY fucking lame.
This is fucking crazy. We've NEVER had so much drama in this little clique or whatever. It wasn't even this bad two years ago, when we thought it was terrible. But this is absolutally ridiculous and un called for. I thought we had matured when I've come to the realization that we have done anything but that. I don't want to have to deal with the feeling of rejection anymore because it was never there before. And for some reason all of my other groups of friends never had that problem. It's just this one.
That's why I don't want this anymore- guys. I'll be friends with all of you seperatly and such and every once in a while I'll hang out with more than one person at a time- but for real. I don't care who you're hanging out with or who you're seeing together. It's just lame how I take you to two concerts in one month and you tell me about how you're going with someone else to a diff concert. Nice- real nice. That was pretty god damn stupid.
But whatever- I'll just pretend like nothing happened. Like this group seems to do.
I miss you guys- and I'll always be your friends. Because in a friendship there are going to be hardships and such- I just wish there weren't so many of them. Ugh.
So I'm out of the five.
It's become four.
Love you all to death anyways- I just don't really want to be associated with it anymore.
Peace out guys :)
<3