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I'm not exactly sure how to start this. I am in the mood to update this and I have plenty to talk about. I just don't know where to begin.
Today was a good day... definitely better than yesterday. Yet I suddenly feel a little depressed.
So where do I begin?
Well.... Work. Work sucks. More than ever really. Microdyne likes to change things all around every few months to try to save money. Pretty retarded, but whatever. So they decide to demote half of the managers, which means half of the case managers. I happen to be one of them because my team is no longer a team, because my manager is on a different contract. Confusing... I know. I had a feeling it would happen, but oh well. life goes on. Besides... it could be worse. I could be out of a job completely. Been there before.... but what pisses me off is the fact that a certain coworker likes to think she is perfect and better than everyone else because she keeps her job as a case manager... but ONLY because she cried at first when told she would be demoted. I wish I could have it that easy................... no.. not really. I have way too much pride for that. There isn't a position in that damn building worth that. You can have your worthless position. It really means nothing to me anymore.
So its Valentines Day. I spent the night at Brandy's last night so I got to see her for a few minutes this morning, but she had school all day and I had work, so I didn't get to see her today. But we are spending tomorrow together and celebrating it late. We are going out to eat and then I'm not sure what after, but it should be good because we don't get that much time alone.
It seems like I haven't gotten hanging out with people lately and when I do people start to get on my nerves. I'm not sure why. I think I'm letting little things get to me and I hate when I do that. I hate not being able to hang out with everyone, but I understand that everyone has busy lives. So I'm gonna do something I haven't done in awhile..... because I'm in that sort of mood........ and if your name isn't down here or something like that.... don't worry about it. If you mean anything to me, you should know... if you don't.... ask.
Brandy- Its hard to write something for you because I won't be able to stop. You are my world, and every day I think about how lucky I am to have you. I never could have dreamed of anyone as amazing as you. I love you more than anyone could understand.
Ryan, Eddie, Shawn- I have some of the greatest friends in the world and I hope everyone knows that... but you all are a little different. I would consider the 3 of you my best friends. I have learned so much from you and I hope you all know that I really would do anything for you... Ryan.... we go back, and we have been through everything together. We don't get to hang out as much as we used to, but that doesn't change anything. You will always be my best friend. Eddie.... I don't think I could ask for a better neighbor. 5 or 6 years ago I would have, but not anymore. I'm sorry about how things worked out with the army, but I'm glad you are back. Shawn.... you're just a pieceshit. YEP. No but for real... we've only been friends for about 7 or 8 months, but you have definitely become one of my closest friends. You are one of the few people I can really relate to about different things. Never change, and always remember "My Life XXX My Choice"
DC - Korea.... I don't even know what to say. It definitely could be worse, but damn... I thought Georgia was far away. Stay safe... keep in touch... and thank you for everything. I think about you all the time...... in a non gay way... haha. Miss ya bro!
Die Right Now - Yep..... pillow fights after spinning in chairs, Bats at the Underground, "Backwards? What's backwards?" good times. Keep doing what you are doing, because its working. I'm sure you won't be able to please everyone, but considering where you are for only being a band for a few months, you are definitely on the right track. Keep working hard, and don't take any of it for granted.
Nik Carter - Maybe you should return a phone call or 2 so people know your alive.....
"Wendys" Crew - Yeah... the parking lot is lame. Everyone agrees on that, yet we all end up there. Maybe someday it will change, just as long as we find somewhere else to hang out together. Countdown till warmer weather-- 3 months... or less.
Today was a good day... definitely better than yesterday. Yet I suddenly feel a little depressed.
So where do I begin?
Well.... Work. Work sucks. More than ever really. Microdyne likes to change things all around every few months to try to save money. Pretty retarded, but whatever. So they decide to demote half of the managers, which means half of the case managers. I happen to be one of them because my team is no longer a team, because my manager is on a different contract. Confusing... I know. I had a feeling it would happen, but oh well. life goes on. Besides... it could be worse. I could be out of a job completely. Been there before.... but what pisses me off is the fact that a certain coworker likes to think she is perfect and better than everyone else because she keeps her job as a case manager... but ONLY because she cried at first when told she would be demoted. I wish I could have it that easy................... no.. not really. I have way too much pride for that. There isn't a position in that damn building worth that. You can have your worthless position. It really means nothing to me anymore.
So its Valentines Day. I spent the night at Brandy's last night so I got to see her for a few minutes this morning, but she had school all day and I had work, so I didn't get to see her today. But we are spending tomorrow together and celebrating it late. We are going out to eat and then I'm not sure what after, but it should be good because we don't get that much time alone.
It seems like I haven't gotten hanging out with people lately and when I do people start to get on my nerves. I'm not sure why. I think I'm letting little things get to me and I hate when I do that. I hate not being able to hang out with everyone, but I understand that everyone has busy lives. So I'm gonna do something I haven't done in awhile..... because I'm in that sort of mood........ and if your name isn't down here or something like that.... don't worry about it. If you mean anything to me, you should know... if you don't.... ask.
Brandy- Its hard to write something for you because I won't be able to stop. You are my world, and every day I think about how lucky I am to have you. I never could have dreamed of anyone as amazing as you. I love you more than anyone could understand.
Ryan, Eddie, Shawn- I have some of the greatest friends in the world and I hope everyone knows that... but you all are a little different. I would consider the 3 of you my best friends. I have learned so much from you and I hope you all know that I really would do anything for you... Ryan.... we go back, and we have been through everything together. We don't get to hang out as much as we used to, but that doesn't change anything. You will always be my best friend. Eddie.... I don't think I could ask for a better neighbor. 5 or 6 years ago I would have, but not anymore. I'm sorry about how things worked out with the army, but I'm glad you are back. Shawn.... you're just a pieceshit. YEP. No but for real... we've only been friends for about 7 or 8 months, but you have definitely become one of my closest friends. You are one of the few people I can really relate to about different things. Never change, and always remember "My Life XXX My Choice"
DC - Korea.... I don't even know what to say. It definitely could be worse, but damn... I thought Georgia was far away. Stay safe... keep in touch... and thank you for everything. I think about you all the time...... in a non gay way... haha. Miss ya bro!
Die Right Now - Yep..... pillow fights after spinning in chairs, Bats at the Underground, "Backwards? What's backwards?" good times. Keep doing what you are doing, because its working. I'm sure you won't be able to please everyone, but considering where you are for only being a band for a few months, you are definitely on the right track. Keep working hard, and don't take any of it for granted.
Nik Carter - Maybe you should return a phone call or 2 so people know your alive.....
"Wendys" Crew - Yeah... the parking lot is lame. Everyone agrees on that, yet we all end up there. Maybe someday it will change, just as long as we find somewhere else to hang out together. Countdown till warmer weather-- 3 months... or less.