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Is it safe to come on here again? Has the war ended? Fucking drama......
So it's been awhile... again... probably will be the last time I update before the new year... so yeah.. I got some shit to say.
Christmas was good... no... it was great. Got plenty of clothes, money, cologne, dvds, and a bunch of candy. Brandy's family got me a bunch of stuff too. I wanted to get everyone more, but I didn't have enough money. Oh well.. I guess some presents could be late. DC and Eddie are both home which only makes everything even better. all in all the past week or so has been great. just hanging out with everyone like old times. Couldn't really ask for anything else. Tomorrow is another show at the underground... too late the hero... should be a good time because a lot of people are going. if you aren't, you should reconsider.
And then there is New Year's Eve.. I have no idea what is going on yet. Maybe I'll go drink..... HA or maybe I'd rather kill myself. No Im not sure what I'm doing yet really. I know I'm hanging out with Brandy... just dunno what else. Maybe go to the show at the kave.. but I dunno if I really wanna especially the way people are acting lately. I haven't been to many shows but the ones I've gone to everyone was there.... together... AS FRIENDS... but now..... drama is gay and fucks everything up. but what do I know.
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Alright you know what... I've been avoiding the LJ drama because it is lame... but screw it... I'm gonna come out and say it.... everyone grow the fuck up.... yes... EVERYONE. Last time I checked we were all adults, but I guess I could be wrong. It just makes me mad when my friends are always fighting and its always about stupid shit. I think DC said it best when we were talking the other day. There definitely could be much worse things to worry about, people just forget what is really important. I really can't say much and after all its really just none of my business. I'm not part of the scene. I never have claimed to be part of the scene. I can't really say much. I've been to some shows. I listen to some hardcore music. But then again my cds also ranges from the starting line to 2pac to ac/dc.. who cares. Call me a poser. That really hasn't hurt since about 7th grade. Its supposed to be about the music... the love of the music. Music = Life remember? Again, I can't say much... I'm not a big part of any of that. Take this how you want it, think whatever you wish. But I know one thing... at one point or another... we all considered each other friends. What happened? I don't know much.. but what I've gotten out of going to a few shows is 2 things... enjoying the music and being with friends. Do yourselves a favor and pull your heads out of your own asses, before you completely miss what it is all about.... friends. I don't care what the fuck you want to think. You are all my friends and whether you want to believe it or not I DO have your backs. But let this shit go... everyone. He may not come around much... but Nik Carter said it best....... GOOD CLEAN FUN.
All i know is in 5 days it will be a new year..... lets make it a great one. Let shit go. Keep in touch. Enjoy everyday with good music and great friends.... thats what it is all about.
I love you all like family