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tomorrow my dog has to be put down
words cant even begin to describe how utterly depressed i feel about this
yea i might seem fine all the time but its like what always happens when i feel sad
i try and cover it up by laughing and smiling and hoping no one knows the pain im going through inside
your probably all thinking.. "come on get over it its just a dog"
but you really dont understand
hes more than just a dog...
whenever i was home alone i was never scared because he would always be with me
whenever i would cry he would always come to make me smile
whenever i was lonely he would always keep me company
whenever i was sad he would be there for me to cuddle with
whenever i felt like i didnt matter hed always be there for me to take care of so i felt needed
whenever i had a bad day hed always greet me excitedly at the door and make me smile
he was such a great dog and i know i could never find one just like him
ive had him since i was 4 and its always just been that hes was always around all the time
now i dont even know how im going to deal with coming home and seeing only one dog greet me instead of 2.
this is going to hurt and im not ready for it
it feels like im losing a best friend....
R.I.P. Joseph Roy McGowan
I love you and will miss you dearly
words cant even begin to describe how utterly depressed i feel about this
yea i might seem fine all the time but its like what always happens when i feel sad
i try and cover it up by laughing and smiling and hoping no one knows the pain im going through inside
your probably all thinking.. "come on get over it its just a dog"
but you really dont understand
hes more than just a dog...
whenever i was home alone i was never scared because he would always be with me
whenever i would cry he would always come to make me smile
whenever i was lonely he would always keep me company
whenever i was sad he would be there for me to cuddle with
whenever i felt like i didnt matter hed always be there for me to take care of so i felt needed
whenever i had a bad day hed always greet me excitedly at the door and make me smile
he was such a great dog and i know i could never find one just like him
ive had him since i was 4 and its always just been that hes was always around all the time
now i dont even know how im going to deal with coming home and seeing only one dog greet me instead of 2.
this is going to hurt and im not ready for it
it feels like im losing a best friend....
R.I.P. Joseph Roy McGowan
I love you and will miss you dearly