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"tell me am i right to think that there could be nothing better
than making you my bride and slowly growing old together
dont you feed me lines about some idealistic future
my heart wont heal right if you keep tearing out the suchures"
i love that song
i finally found my postal service and death cab for cutie cd's. yay for sex! i mean me....
these last 2 days are a complete blur. ive slept or slepwalked through them. its wierd cause someone will be like "dont you remember wat we talked about yesterday?" and i wont be able to remember a thing. its weird and im not too sure that i like it.
so as most of you already know i have to make my decision on wether im going to leave shanahan and go to downingtown west by the end of this week. i really am scared. im completely torn. im not leaning toward one any more than the other. however i have been offered sexual pleasure by many if i stay. haha. see i will miss that so much. ahh i really dont know wat to do...
chris has been so happy lately and it makes me so happy. it gives me hope that if he can find someone so perfect for him that maybe i can too. seeing as we are basically the same person... minus the sexual organs. although i really dont like it when he has a girlfriend i really think him and desiree are extreamly good for eachother and i couldnt be happier about who he picked. i love you boy and i hope you two last for a very long time because i havent seen you so happy since.. well... you know.
"I'm thinking its a sign that the freckles in our eyes
are mirror images and when we kiss they're perfectly aligned"
than making you my bride and slowly growing old together
dont you feed me lines about some idealistic future
my heart wont heal right if you keep tearing out the suchures"
i love that song
i finally found my postal service and death cab for cutie cd's. yay for sex! i mean me....
these last 2 days are a complete blur. ive slept or slepwalked through them. its wierd cause someone will be like "dont you remember wat we talked about yesterday?" and i wont be able to remember a thing. its weird and im not too sure that i like it.
so as most of you already know i have to make my decision on wether im going to leave shanahan and go to downingtown west by the end of this week. i really am scared. im completely torn. im not leaning toward one any more than the other. however i have been offered sexual pleasure by many if i stay. haha. see i will miss that so much. ahh i really dont know wat to do...
chris has been so happy lately and it makes me so happy. it gives me hope that if he can find someone so perfect for him that maybe i can too. seeing as we are basically the same person... minus the sexual organs. although i really dont like it when he has a girlfriend i really think him and desiree are extreamly good for eachother and i couldnt be happier about who he picked. i love you boy and i hope you two last for a very long time because i havent seen you so happy since.. well... you know.
"I'm thinking its a sign that the freckles in our eyes
are mirror images and when we kiss they're perfectly aligned"