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Jan 11, 2009 02:52

update from moments ago,

the processes i terminated in background of comp didnt make difference with running semagic. lol

hmm, just realized now i dont really have any friends.
im not sure if this is a good thing or bad thing.

probably good in many senses but bad in other senses too.
i have set up my mind to not be around people alot, but it gets lonely sometimes, well not really since my gf is always there :-P shes a good friend, but outside of that, dont really have any friends there all the time. would like to make some new friends.
not many friends though,
i like just having a few friends to get together with :-P
quality, not quantity for me :-P

hmm..

i just talked to an old friend the other day that i havent talked to in like 2 years maybe.
made me realize that i cant explain the differences i have made in myself from that far away in time.

i know i have changed, but what has changed?
i know my core is the same, thats for sure, maybe it is just my views have changed. looking back 2 years ago, i know that is an absolute.
i have def changed for the better. i have changed and not changed, i am still changing and hope to always be in the process of change.

i forget which philosopher said this.
possibly parmenides (sp?), shit now ill look it up...

so parmenides, if i am not mistaken, even though i know i am probably alittle faulty, said something like theres absolute truth out there, and the perception of change of this truth is just an illusion.

i guess this can be a metaphor for me, sort of, i am, my core, is still the same but perception of me is changing. i guess that metaphor doesnt really explain anything either :-P

my change is def for the better
lets just hope it continues that way :-P

lalalaalalalala

btw, as a note,

hypothesis:
perception of time in the head of the individual is dependent on how many processes is going on.

friend said thats basically what einstein said in relativity. I dont know what einstein said about relativity, well i sort of do, its based on the observer, but i dont think it was in relation to processes.

ex:
-more processing in the brain brings about altered perception of time as the slowing down of time.
-less processing in the brain bring about altered perception of time as quicking of time (not really sure if i think this to be, hmm...but i think the first one.)

it kinda seems logical that if the first one is to happen the second one would have to happen too. Actually yea, it would have to and i think both are true.

so, in short, time can be reduced to how many processes are happening in the brain. possibly.

any thoughts? or comments?
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