Its Almost Surreal

[xwizardofozx]

I cant explain it.....my life now its just so odd and not like weird things happening odd but i cant explain it like its not real and im just oblivious to the outside world.I have so many feelings going though me thats its almost too much to handle, its a weird feeling i have inside of me everyday.Lately ive just been getting lost in music...its like ill listen to a song and then im totally out of tune with the rest of the world.I cant focus anymore really on anything except a few things that i want to focus on.But i like the feeling i have and i hope it lasts...i like being oblivious to everything its just like my world.

i know all this sounds mad bonkers (my new word for crazy)

my b-day is in 18 more days..the big 1-5

Sam-Bam