// Ohio Is For Lovers //
okay well lately things have been like a roller coaster... last night i had a dream and it was like in a third person's perspective and there was a serial killer and he was killing this one group of people ((i forget if it was like blondes, or short people, or people with green eyes - IDK)) but it was weird bc i went to the police and tried to tell them i knew who the killer was but nooo one believed me.. and then the killer started to kill my friends .. i think he killed cory, chelsea, and vinny.. i don't really remember the rest of the dream but yeah... =/
today some drama went on in my house ..... my mom was crying and i've never seen her cry before and so i started crying and well i don't want to say what happened or talk about it, but me and garrett talked and i'm glad i talked to him about it. he can come in handy sometimes when he isn't being an asshole and i am very glad he kept bothering me to tell him what was wrong =) ((next time you call at 9 in the morning - expect to be dead >=O!!!!!!)) i love you =) hah
due to the drama, i didn't get to go to the carwash... =*( and i feel really bad now but we werealmost out the door when my mom decided to have a "talk" with my sister my dad n me.. *sigh* but i'll be going to the next one and bringing 2 cars and lots of money so.. yeah
vinny got his braces off today .. ashley is back in town ... thomas and dan left for west virginia ... and another thing that was SUPPOSED to happen .. Angelica was supposed to be here. but w/e im over it and all these "promises".. i miss her and her family to death but right when i finally accept the fact that she's in NY and im in FL.. she says they're moving back. so w/e
i haven't hung out with anyone since last friday .... i feel like a loser with no friends =( =( don't expect any entries if this keeps up
the only thing i have to look forward to is the bahama's .... but then sharing a room with gam just sort of sours the whole idea of fun.. me and kristin will work around her tho >=)
good song .... From First To Last - Secrets Don't Make Friends
....idk what to do anymore..........
So cut my wrists and black my eyes
So I can fall asleep tonight and die
Because you kill me
You know you do, you kill me well
You like it too, and I can tell
You never stop until my final breath is gone
Spare me just three last words
"I love you" is all she heard
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever
today some drama went on in my house ..... my mom was crying and i've never seen her cry before and so i started crying and well i don't want to say what happened or talk about it, but me and garrett talked and i'm glad i talked to him about it. he can come in handy sometimes when he isn't being an asshole and i am very glad he kept bothering me to tell him what was wrong =) ((next time you call at 9 in the morning - expect to be dead >=O!!!!!!)) i love you =) hah
due to the drama, i didn't get to go to the carwash... =*( and i feel really bad now but we werealmost out the door when my mom decided to have a "talk" with my sister my dad n me.. *sigh* but i'll be going to the next one and bringing 2 cars and lots of money so.. yeah
vinny got his braces off today .. ashley is back in town ... thomas and dan left for west virginia ... and another thing that was SUPPOSED to happen .. Angelica was supposed to be here. but w/e im over it and all these "promises".. i miss her and her family to death but right when i finally accept the fact that she's in NY and im in FL.. she says they're moving back. so w/e
i haven't hung out with anyone since last friday .... i feel like a loser with no friends =( =( don't expect any entries if this keeps up
the only thing i have to look forward to is the bahama's .... but then sharing a room with gam just sort of sours the whole idea of fun.. me and kristin will work around her tho >=)
good song .... From First To Last - Secrets Don't Make Friends
....idk what to do anymore..........
So cut my wrists and black my eyes
So I can fall asleep tonight and die
Because you kill me
You know you do, you kill me well
You like it too, and I can tell
You never stop until my final breath is gone
Spare me just three last words
"I love you" is all she heard
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever