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I'm so weak... weakened, hurt. oh so weak...
i'm trying to stay strong for you - i promise i'll always withstand my weakening knees and stand sturdy. For you, always.
i try.
and i failed tonight; so miserably. i can't even fathom the words, the hurt and impact that drove throughout my entire being. i'm not perfect, but at least i can say i tried. and i'll tell all of our friends nothing because if i do, it makes you ballistic to say the least. and that causes these thoughts, these most unforgiving thoughts i won't dare speak of.
and i'll always stay strong on the outside,
because i never, never want to place a burden on anyone ever again.
i'm trying to stay strong for you - i promise i'll always withstand my weakening knees and stand sturdy. For you, always.
i try.
and i failed tonight; so miserably. i can't even fathom the words, the hurt and impact that drove throughout my entire being. i'm not perfect, but at least i can say i tried. and i'll tell all of our friends nothing because if i do, it makes you ballistic to say the least. and that causes these thoughts, these most unforgiving thoughts i won't dare speak of.
and i'll always stay strong on the outside,
because i never, never want to place a burden on anyone ever again.