thoughts...oh, thoughts
so remember back in high school when we posted like every other day?
it's much different now. I never have anything to say, because my life is the same constant rhythm it always is. I've gotten into my mid-semester slump of having zero motivation. maybe it's because I have no idea what I'm doing next year. as of right now, I have no place to live either since I'm moving out of Uclub. regardless, I am never home, and I feel constantly busy but I'm not even doing that much besides school and hanging out with the boys. sometimes it seems to me that I live in a little bubble, and I don't even really know what goes on outside of my little circle of life. then all of a sudden I learn things which surprise me. I suppose I really should get better in keeping in touch. I don't know what I want to do with my life, or where I want to be, or who I want to be with. and for god's sake, I'm almost 20, I should have it figured out.
it's much different now. I never have anything to say, because my life is the same constant rhythm it always is. I've gotten into my mid-semester slump of having zero motivation. maybe it's because I have no idea what I'm doing next year. as of right now, I have no place to live either since I'm moving out of Uclub. regardless, I am never home, and I feel constantly busy but I'm not even doing that much besides school and hanging out with the boys. sometimes it seems to me that I live in a little bubble, and I don't even really know what goes on outside of my little circle of life. then all of a sudden I learn things which surprise me. I suppose I really should get better in keeping in touch. I don't know what I want to do with my life, or where I want to be, or who I want to be with. and for god's sake, I'm almost 20, I should have it figured out.