Defeated
Exams are over, so today I don't have to go to school. I'm so glad, I can't handle those people, they are all complete morons. But I am going to miss some of them...the ones that aren't complete morons.
I've been thinking about JE alot, I mean, ALOT. I miss him, and I don't know why. I hate passing him in the hallways and having him ignore me 100%. He doesn't even act like I'm alive now. I know that I deserve better than him, but I can't help just wanting him to hold me. I feel terrible, because after all those times that he's made me feel better, now he's the cause of it and I have no one to go to.
I've been thinking about JE alot, I mean, ALOT. I miss him, and I don't know why. I hate passing him in the hallways and having him ignore me 100%. He doesn't even act like I'm alive now. I know that I deserve better than him, but I can't help just wanting him to hold me. I feel terrible, because after all those times that he's made me feel better, now he's the cause of it and I have no one to go to.