Drunky 4 Lyfe
So everything has been falling
apart all at once but now everything is getting better but a lot slower
than how all the bad shit appeared. I came back to put up with more
shit from my friends and to also support myself with my own cash
without even having a job because my father doesn't know how to handle
the household and is a selfish abusing pig.
My friend Aron... I don't even know what happened but I approached you a couple of times and it is quite obvious you are ignoring me. I'm not the only one who seems to notice. This is fucking strange.
I've decided whoever wants to talk shit and have a problem with me can go right ahead because I don't give a shit anymore. Especially after what happened Sunday night... I definitely found out alot of things about people who I have been calling "friends". So whatever you all want to do or say from now on isn't going to bother me anymore. I don't think I can trust anyone really... All I'm really saying is I don't care what you think anymore and I really don't think it's good if I do anyways. It just ends up a big mess if I do because I just want everything to be perfect again.
Yesterday I had the worst hang over of my life from drinking everynight for 4 days and sleeping only 2 hours because I couldn't come home to the mess here. IT SUCKED.
Also I'M SO FUCKING BROKE so sorry if I'm I come across as a bitch to whoever asks to borrow money because that just isn't going to happen right now.
The good things... Mike is thinking about moving back. I would love that. Honestly things are alot better for me when he is here. He's my best fucking friend ever.
My Mom agreed to let me go visit Anton for X-Mas and check out schools in the NYC area. I spoke to a few people and we're going to "Road trip" it :P because they also have people they want to visit in that area. I just have to talk to a few more people about a some minor details and it will be set.
-Sara
My friend Aron... I don't even know what happened but I approached you a couple of times and it is quite obvious you are ignoring me. I'm not the only one who seems to notice. This is fucking strange.
I've decided whoever wants to talk shit and have a problem with me can go right ahead because I don't give a shit anymore. Especially after what happened Sunday night... I definitely found out alot of things about people who I have been calling "friends". So whatever you all want to do or say from now on isn't going to bother me anymore. I don't think I can trust anyone really... All I'm really saying is I don't care what you think anymore and I really don't think it's good if I do anyways. It just ends up a big mess if I do because I just want everything to be perfect again.
Yesterday I had the worst hang over of my life from drinking everynight for 4 days and sleeping only 2 hours because I couldn't come home to the mess here. IT SUCKED.
Also I'M SO FUCKING BROKE so sorry if I'm I come across as a bitch to whoever asks to borrow money because that just isn't going to happen right now.
The good things... Mike is thinking about moving back. I would love that. Honestly things are alot better for me when he is here. He's my best fucking friend ever.
My Mom agreed to let me go visit Anton for X-Mas and check out schools in the NYC area. I spoke to a few people and we're going to "Road trip" it :P because they also have people they want to visit in that area. I just have to talk to a few more people about a some minor details and it will be set.
-Sara