May 06, 2005 10:49
i went to my psychologist today.
she says i have depression/bipolar/mania/and manic. =/
i have to go back on the 10th, 17th, and the 23rd for more counciling. i have to take a 538 question test on the 10th which they said would take 2-3 hours. i don't want to.
she is calling my councilor today to tell her that i need my grades to be brought up so i don't fail and to let all of my teachers know that my grades aren't how they are because i'm being lazy and don't want to do my homework, it's because i can't concentrate. i'm thankful for that. i need it.
i have to start eating healthy &taking walks everynight, my mom is willing to walk with me everynight. which is good because i don't want to walk by myself. i asked if i would loose more weight because i definitely don't need to do that &she said i might but i might not, i guess we'll see what happens.
i can't get into the psychiatrist until the 20th of june to get medicine for depression or sleeping medicine which kinda sucks because i need it right now. so she is going to call my regular doctor and have him give me something until then.
she was very nice, which i needed because i was scared to go, but it's not all what i thought it was going to be. wow, the cost of this was $1, 544 dollars. that is nasty.
she told me i need to write in my journals everyday of what i did and how i'm feeling so i am going to do that from now on.
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