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Well today was a day I will certainly never forget.
I had called my mom to see what aunts she had already told about the the baby shower, and she said "Invite whoever the fuck you want, me and your sister are not going." And that really hurt. What's the point in having a baby shower if the ones you love most and wish were there aren't going?
I really don't feel like having one now. I would feel too sad, that my own mother didn't show up, to enjoy that after-noon.
What kind of person is she though? Does she have any idea what her treating me like scum is doing to me? I've been so depressed to tell you the truth, and I've also been so upset, What did I do to deserve this treatment? I've been taking everything out on henry (boyfriend). I don't mean to but it just happens.
I'm no longer excited about having the baby either, what kind of kid wants to live knowing his own grannd-mother didn't have the decency to go to his baby shower?
I had called my mom to see what aunts she had already told about the the baby shower, and she said "Invite whoever the fuck you want, me and your sister are not going." And that really hurt. What's the point in having a baby shower if the ones you love most and wish were there aren't going?
I really don't feel like having one now. I would feel too sad, that my own mother didn't show up, to enjoy that after-noon.
What kind of person is she though? Does she have any idea what her treating me like scum is doing to me? I've been so depressed to tell you the truth, and I've also been so upset, What did I do to deserve this treatment? I've been taking everything out on henry (boyfriend). I don't mean to but it just happens.
I'm no longer excited about having the baby either, what kind of kid wants to live knowing his own grannd-mother didn't have the decency to go to his baby shower?