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[xwhitestarx]

i think we have to remember to live life the way we want to while being careful not hurt other people.
i suppose when things look dark and miserable at that moment in life that things could be alot worse so we should try and be happy
i believe we must realise that things don't always go our way and that we should move on
but it's just too hard
but thats the whole point...nothing is meant to be easy!
it's just i wish that things would go my way sometimes
i know most people have moved along with the times
but for some reason i just cant
and i dont want to
but maybe that's whats making me a mess
i dont want to grow up
well i do
but i dont
it feels a bit worse
and i dont feel well
i havent ate anything in a while so i'm eating Ben and Jerry's Orginal U.S Recipe Chocolate Fudge Brownie Low Fat Frozen Yogurt with Chocolate Brownie Pieces
i know i should pick myself up and get a grip
but i wish i had someone there to help

right now...i miss my dad
i didn't think i was a daddy's girl
to be honest i'm not
but i miss him alot

in all honesty...i miss alot of you
but thats life
eh?
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