Love...

[xwhislindixiex]

Is love forever or just for now? Is it possible to be in love with someone forever? Is love even real? or is it more about you loving love, and loving the thought of being in love? I'm not talking about between me and Frank, so please no one think that. I'm Question Mark, and i'm asking..... Can you be in love forever, or does it wear off after a while? Is it like a flame, that starts out small, growing stronger, and before you know it, just dies out? Is love just a thought? loving the thought of being in love? What is love? Isn't it when you see that special someone, your heart skips a beat, and you get all excited and nervous, and can't speak? Isn't love when you get butterflies in your stomach, and swear you'll throw up if they ever tried to talk to you? Isn't love when you're laying together, holding each other, and you can't help saying "i love you", and you feel like saying it once isn't enough? If this isn't love, then i don't know what love is. I don't get how someone can "fall out of love", it doesn't make sense. Like getting married.... you do that when you love someone, and you can't live without them, and want to spend the rest of your lives together, and grow old together. But how can people just stop loving each other and get a divorce..? How??? i don't get it?! I don't know what to do.... i walk into my mom's room, and her and my sister are talking.... she's saying like, "well, if i want to stay in this house, i have to buy him out... and if he wants to stay he has to split this, and do that..." and i was all... ".... what are you guys talking about?" just casual and all... and she's all "oh nothing, just stuff.." and i ask again.. "yeah, but what are you talking about.?" and my mom says.. "..... just, dad... he's not really been a part of the family, or a part of your life, or a part of angela's life.... or a part of mine.." and like, she kinda started crying, and then i walked out.... and now i'm crying cuz i don't know what to do or think.... what if they get a divorce?!?! What... i don't know what to do..... i'm sitting here, in the middle, behind me in the living room, and my mom in front of me in her room.... they aren't talking, and i'm just left here by myself... and Frank isn't answering his cell phone... and i need to talk to someone... i dunno... forget it....

You Know You Love Me...