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[xwheatx]

i'm tired.
of a lot.
my mind races all day.
everything wears me out.
just falling asleep is hard anymore.
i'm debating whether or not to find something to make me fall asleep faster.
my brain just won't fucking stop.
eyes open, eyes closed.
i can't make it stop.
i'm forced to wait it out.
sleep comes when my body can't take it anymore.
i wonder what keeps me awake at night.
i wonder what my mind repeats over and over.
i wonder why i never let go.

Dear baby, I've got a letter I would like to send
It's lacking strings of words with punctuation at the end.
Should I trust this dialect?
To convey the right effect?

Dear baby, I've got some things I'd like to set in pen
I would have used a pencil but lead's just not permanent.
Should I trust my printer's ink?
To express the things I think?

Every page I tried my best to think of something to contest
With inside jokes and all the folks could have much more to say

Dear baby, this envelope will represent my heart
I'll seal it, send it off and wish it luck with its depart.
This stamp will be every action that carry my affection
Across the air and land and sea
Should I trust the postage due?
To deliver my heart to you?

Every page I tried my best to think of something to contest
With inside jokes and all the folks could have much more to say
Every page I tried my best to think of something to contest
With inside jokes and all the folks could have much more to say

Give you all I can
Flower and a hand
I hope this helps you see
Signed,
Sincerely me.