like bringing a knife to a gun fight.
well. i hate the way this is all turning out. i question myself all the time now and mainly about this but i don't think I'M ready or able to be in that type of relationship. i mean with all i have going on, i just wanna make everything so perfect and i know i cant cause of all my shit in the air right now. i dont wanna hold you back and make anything dwell. you are a beautiful young lady and you deserve alot more then what i cant offer. and its not fair to you. i wanted to tell you this earlier but i couldnt ya know.....if you are with me you're gonna get hurt cause i have 1 focus and thats doing what i love and i know it sounds like i'm a complete ass but just the more i thought about it, it got to me and i dont want to hurt you i have so many feelings for you kiddo, i cant even begin to explain. i just dont wanna see you get hurt. i really hope you understand all this, and if you have any ?s please say something please. i love you to death but i know how i get when i start doing what i do, and i dont wanna hurt you. cause i know i will.........