May angels lead you in

[xwh_o_rex]

So the past week has been really hard,
finally I am coming to accept the fact that im leaving...
I guess I didnt want to believe it, so lying to myself and everyone else about it just made it easier,
thats not the case anymore,
some really fucked up things have happened in the past two days, I almost lost someone that means so much to me, I really dont know whats going to happen with Hunter and I, I expect us to break up and everything but Im glad we worked out the problem we where having, I didnt want to leave on those terms, Im so happy I met him, I adore him, hes the only person that can make me completely happy by saying nothing at all, I dont know what I'll do without him, it scares me because I know he will be okay with out me, I just dont know if I will be okay with out him.

This weekend the girls and I are driving up to Sedona! It will be some much fun, just us girls! Our plan is to find snow! that will be cool!

Anyways, I have most of my stuff packed for my mom to take to Nevada, the next couple days/weeks are going to be really hard! I think I'll be okay though

-xxoChar