uuuuuuuugh
so it looks like i will be entering the next phase of my life much sooner than i had hoped. i've known this for a while now and i'm still too stupid to prepare, it's not out of laziness, but out of not really wanting to do anything else with myself. it sucks having to depend on other people to do what you love to do and know you are meant to be doing. Though i know that it isn't my fault, i can't help but feel like a failure on some level.
I do have some things that i am excited about though:
1. almost done with my first zine/cookbook which is a book of recipes for bands to teach people how to cook cheap healthy (and of course, vegan) meals while on the road, without a kitchen. put a bunch of work into it, feeling satisfied
2. got a side project on the horizon that makes me very happy, it is the polar opposite of TFT, which is a very good thing. we are called COLLIDER and i'm excited to play shows with this group.
3. I've started getting into eating raw foods, i think i am going to try going raw for a month in a week or two when i've finished reading this book about how to do it properly. I have already started making raw green smoothies every day and i actually feel better already.
need to get back into hiking more now that i have free time
i really need to find a new fucking job.
I do have some things that i am excited about though:
1. almost done with my first zine/cookbook which is a book of recipes for bands to teach people how to cook cheap healthy (and of course, vegan) meals while on the road, without a kitchen. put a bunch of work into it, feeling satisfied
2. got a side project on the horizon that makes me very happy, it is the polar opposite of TFT, which is a very good thing. we are called COLLIDER and i'm excited to play shows with this group.
3. I've started getting into eating raw foods, i think i am going to try going raw for a month in a week or two when i've finished reading this book about how to do it properly. I have already started making raw green smoothies every day and i actually feel better already.
need to get back into hiking more now that i have free time
i really need to find a new fucking job.