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Jun 24, 2009 15:03

- i am a rather selfish person.
- i get jealous easily and have been jealous of everyone i have ever met at least once before.
- i am spoiled.
- i hate that i have a college education and am working as a hostess. i guess you can say i am a stereotypical graduate of theater.
- i love doing laundry and incredibly anal about it. i don't feel satisfied about having clean clothes unless i do it myself...usually.
- i am demanding.
- if a t.v. has a numbered volume, it always has to be on multiples of 5.
- if a floor or bathtub is questionably dirty, i walk/stand on the sides of my feet.
- i think i will probably die of some sort of cancer.
- i am petrified of traveling anywhere on my own.
- i have a fear of dying or losing a loved one. i think about this almost constantly.
- i LOVE shopping. i just hope i don't turn into one of those women who has to shop because of depression or lack of control in their lives.
- i wish that i had more friends. i wish that i could be a better friend.
- i'd really like to be a grown-up.  i want to live in a house and have children someday and have a job that i can like myself for.
- i want more tattoos.
- the chicken alfredo pasta bowl from domino's is DELICIOUS. and so are their cinnastix.
- i live with my boyfriend. i don't like admitting it, though, because i don't really believe in living with someone before marriage.  hmm.
- i love scary movies, but rarely have anyone to watch them with, which sucks because...they are scary.
- i LOVE new kids on the block. past. present.  and i love that i have that in common with a girl who will always be in my life: my big sister.  i love her so much and i never tell her that.  i just wish she wasn't married to complete douchebag.  she and her children deserve so much better. that was like 5 different points i wanted to make in one. sorry.
- i never thought i'd say it, but i actually miss college and tuscaloosa.  i was so pumped to get out, but now i keep searching for a good excuse to go there and visit.
- "I wish I liked anything as much as my kids like bubbles."
- i now keep thinking about things i'd like to do just to see if i can even do them: be vegetarian, go to georgia tech, be a nurse, act, finish a book, read thousands of biographies, study math and/or science, go to law school....
- i fear what the future holds even though i know you can't be afraid of or predict things that haven't yet occurred.
- i am picky about my favorite actresses.
- i'd rather be hot than cold.
- i dated someone before because of who they were and not because i actually liked them.
- i have had severe acne since i was in 4th grade. which is more than half my life.  it depresses me to remember that and i wonder why i was dealt this. i'm exhausted.
- i miss maryland and dc. but probably because i was young too drive or recognize traffic when i lived there.
- i hate shaving my legs. it's not that i like having hairy legs, i just think shaving is laborious and tedious.

the nathan is home now, so i will end my rant.  off to the pool!
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