hollywood hills and suburban thrills (9/?)
Brendon woke up the next morning. What day was it? Sunday? Monday? Truly he could care less.
He felt awful. He didn't plan on leaving his room. If he did it mean seeing Ryan and seeing Ryan meant either:
a) not talking to him
or
b) fighting with him
And Brendon hated both of those.
His cell phone rang. Please don't be Ryan. Please be Ryan. Please please let it be Ryan.
It wasn't Ryan. It was Will.
"Hey uh are you like dead?" William asked.
"How could I answer if I was dead?"
"I dunno."
Shit Bren realized he had made a Sisky-like response.
"Well I guess I have been up here for a long time." Bren looked down at his feet.
"Yeah. Does it have to do with Ryan? Because he seems depressed."
Depressed?
"Not angry?"
"No, depressed." Will answered.
"Well I'm not coming down."
"Can I come up?" Bill didn't sound eager, just normal.
"Uh... yeah sure." Brendon hung up, matted down his hair and pulled off his shirt to put on a new one, leaving him with only his jeans on.
Will walked in. " Oh I didn't realize we were doing that today."
"I was just you know." Bren didn't want him to get the idea...
That he was a man-whore? Oh yeah because "experimenting" with some guy you barely know doesn't make you sound whorish at all.
"Chill I was joking. So what happened with Ry?" Will sat down on a chair near Bren's head. Brendon told him. He was glad to have someone to talk to.
"I'm sure he didn't mean it." Will said when Bren finished.
"No he did, because he's right."
"How about we prove him wrong?"
Brendon hadn't expected this. He was torn. Even with Ryan being an asshole, he still loved him. But Will looked so... sexy.
Bren walked up to Will and pulled him on top of himself on his bed. They didn't start slow this time, The first five minutes was mostly kissing and undressing. Will was completely naked. Brendon kissed him even more. His boxers were almost off when...
"Yo Bren you in there?" Sisky called.
Will pushed him off of him and put back on all his clothes. Even socks. Brendon did as well and then said, 'Uh yea but don't come in. I'll come downstairs in a sec."
"Ok but go see Ryan in his room first. He says you two need to talk." Sisky walked away.
Sisky left.
"So thanks." Brendon half smiled.
"For what?" Will asked.
"For trying to make me feel better."
Aw. That would've been cute if it weren't so tragic.
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Brendon hesitated in front of Ryan's room. But he knocked on the door anyway.
"Come in."
Bren opened the door.
"Oh hi Bren."
"Hey."
"I just wanna tell you I'm sorry. I know why you were so upset."
Shit. How'd he figure out I mean was he that obvious?
Ahem... yes.
No maybe it was good. Maybe it was closure. Maybe it was...
"I know you're jealous that Kellie went out with me instead of you. I didn't know you liked her that much. I mean she's a great girl."
Um... don't you mean skank?
"Uh huh well thanks for understanding." Brendon was unexpectedly sad.
"Oh by the way I broke up with her."
Er?
"For you."
Er?
"So you can have her."
Oh.
"Dude you REALLY didn't have to I mean it's fine." Brendon was almost begging.
"Come on you fought for her. There's another party here tonight. Have fun with her." Ryan said smiling as if he'd given the greatest gift ever out.
What could Bren do? If he wen't he'd be miserable, but Ryan would be happy. If he didn't he'd be content, and Ryan would be sad.
As always Ryan's happiness was first priority.
"Yeah ok."
"Wanna play Super Smash Brothers?" Ryan asked.
"Well actually I do."
This was only because when Ryan played games he got competitive. And when he gets competitive he gets feisty. And Ryan being feisty just turned Brendon on.
He felt awful. He didn't plan on leaving his room. If he did it mean seeing Ryan and seeing Ryan meant either:
a) not talking to him
or
b) fighting with him
And Brendon hated both of those.
His cell phone rang. Please don't be Ryan. Please be Ryan. Please please let it be Ryan.
It wasn't Ryan. It was Will.
"Hey uh are you like dead?" William asked.
"How could I answer if I was dead?"
"I dunno."
Shit Bren realized he had made a Sisky-like response.
"Well I guess I have been up here for a long time." Bren looked down at his feet.
"Yeah. Does it have to do with Ryan? Because he seems depressed."
Depressed?
"Not angry?"
"No, depressed." Will answered.
"Well I'm not coming down."
"Can I come up?" Bill didn't sound eager, just normal.
"Uh... yeah sure." Brendon hung up, matted down his hair and pulled off his shirt to put on a new one, leaving him with only his jeans on.
Will walked in. " Oh I didn't realize we were doing that today."
"I was just you know." Bren didn't want him to get the idea...
That he was a man-whore? Oh yeah because "experimenting" with some guy you barely know doesn't make you sound whorish at all.
"Chill I was joking. So what happened with Ry?" Will sat down on a chair near Bren's head. Brendon told him. He was glad to have someone to talk to.
"I'm sure he didn't mean it." Will said when Bren finished.
"No he did, because he's right."
"How about we prove him wrong?"
Brendon hadn't expected this. He was torn. Even with Ryan being an asshole, he still loved him. But Will looked so... sexy.
Bren walked up to Will and pulled him on top of himself on his bed. They didn't start slow this time, The first five minutes was mostly kissing and undressing. Will was completely naked. Brendon kissed him even more. His boxers were almost off when...
"Yo Bren you in there?" Sisky called.
Will pushed him off of him and put back on all his clothes. Even socks. Brendon did as well and then said, 'Uh yea but don't come in. I'll come downstairs in a sec."
"Ok but go see Ryan in his room first. He says you two need to talk." Sisky walked away.
Sisky left.
"So thanks." Brendon half smiled.
"For what?" Will asked.
"For trying to make me feel better."
Aw. That would've been cute if it weren't so tragic.
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Brendon hesitated in front of Ryan's room. But he knocked on the door anyway.
"Come in."
Bren opened the door.
"Oh hi Bren."
"Hey."
"I just wanna tell you I'm sorry. I know why you were so upset."
Shit. How'd he figure out I mean was he that obvious?
Ahem... yes.
No maybe it was good. Maybe it was closure. Maybe it was...
"I know you're jealous that Kellie went out with me instead of you. I didn't know you liked her that much. I mean she's a great girl."
Um... don't you mean skank?
"Uh huh well thanks for understanding." Brendon was unexpectedly sad.
"Oh by the way I broke up with her."
Er?
"For you."
Er?
"So you can have her."
Oh.
"Dude you REALLY didn't have to I mean it's fine." Brendon was almost begging.
"Come on you fought for her. There's another party here tonight. Have fun with her." Ryan said smiling as if he'd given the greatest gift ever out.
What could Bren do? If he wen't he'd be miserable, but Ryan would be happy. If he didn't he'd be content, and Ryan would be sad.
As always Ryan's happiness was first priority.
"Yeah ok."
"Wanna play Super Smash Brothers?" Ryan asked.
"Well actually I do."
This was only because when Ryan played games he got competitive. And when he gets competitive he gets feisty. And Ryan being feisty just turned Brendon on.