The Worst Dream Ever
Ok, last night I had the worst dream in the history of my life. I can't describe the feeling of pain and helplessness I had. It was the most awful thing ever...
Dream:
Ok, so I'm at school and Kellen is at school and everything is fine. But then, this girl starts hanging around with Kellen a lot and it is blaringly obvious that she is trying to win him over. But the worst thing is, she is so manipulative that she convinces people she is a good person. She also convinces people that I am a bad person. When I call her on trying to move in on my boyfriend, she makes everyone think that she is the victim and I am some jealous bitchy person. The worst part is, she convinces Kellen that I am a bad person. he starts hanging out with her more and when I get really upset and say something to both of them, she runs off as the 'victim' and he gets mad at me. Not normal mad, but for real mad. I try to talk to him and explain what she's doing, but he doesn't want to me. So I'm walking around campus and then the girl has all of her friends follow me and yell horrible things at me and no one will listen to me. I'm trying to say that she is the bad person because she was trying to steal Kellen in the first place but no one will listen. So I'm sitting there crying and crying because I know that I lost Kellen and it was because of this awful girl.
I woke up crying and I cried for a good 10 minutes. I've never ever felt that bad in my life. The worst part was that Kellen wouldn't listen to me and he thought I was a bad person. I felt like there was nothing I could do about it. I know it was a dream and that it didn't happen, but it is something that scares me. I never want to know that feeling.