Broken!
I had an ok life i mean i really did and things have went down-hill quickly and i really dont know what to do ne more i mean no1 returns my calls ne-more and im just soo confused im so gullible and everytime i think some 1 might actually like me for me i realize that hey that aint ever gonna happen if i dont put out im a failure i thought i had some1 that actually didnt mind that im not a skank or a slut or nething like that but all the sudden its like i really dont wanna care ne more i dont wanna even talk or exsplain myself too ne1 ne more i just wanna keep it all trapped in and not even talk to ne1 just be like hey and im ok and lie because im just sick of having to exsplain everything i dont want to ne more i dont i dont i dont i dont want 2!
Heres a poem that i wrote (dont make fun ok):
Life is too fast
If you hold onto it, It will never last
Its to hard to let go or grasp,
And to give up on mistakes in the past,
It slows you down,
It messes you up,
And when you're screwed, Your just shit out of luck
Lifes slips away,
Hardly a today,
Cant wait for tomorrow,
Theres no place for sorrow,
Your heart brings you pain,
You wanna fly high like a sparrow,
But your faith only brings you as high as an arrow,
The road isnt wide but it sure isnt narrow,
The water isnt deep but its not really shallow,
Its kinda hard to remember if its gonna end now,
But i know one day it will all end somehow.
im sorry if it sounded lame o but i mean hell nowdays i really need something to rely on i wish i did have something to rely on katies all mad at me still wont even return my messages or nething like that oh well im realizing nowdays that i can make it on my own and i can walk on my own two feet. I dont know what to tell yall ne more about my life i mean ive made it very clear that i really do care about stuff regardless but still it yet remains that i am juss considered the freaking same!
im out goodnight
Meagen
Heres a poem that i wrote (dont make fun ok):
Life is too fast
If you hold onto it, It will never last
Its to hard to let go or grasp,
And to give up on mistakes in the past,
It slows you down,
It messes you up,
And when you're screwed, Your just shit out of luck
Lifes slips away,
Hardly a today,
Cant wait for tomorrow,
Theres no place for sorrow,
Your heart brings you pain,
You wanna fly high like a sparrow,
But your faith only brings you as high as an arrow,
The road isnt wide but it sure isnt narrow,
The water isnt deep but its not really shallow,
Its kinda hard to remember if its gonna end now,
But i know one day it will all end somehow.
im sorry if it sounded lame o but i mean hell nowdays i really need something to rely on i wish i did have something to rely on katies all mad at me still wont even return my messages or nething like that oh well im realizing nowdays that i can make it on my own and i can walk on my own two feet. I dont know what to tell yall ne more about my life i mean ive made it very clear that i really do care about stuff regardless but still it yet remains that i am juss considered the freaking same!
im out goodnight
Meagen