* Im not Okay *
Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed
I'm okay
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)
But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)
Ok, so im gonna comment every day from now on adn startin today im gonna interpret quotes and what they mean to me and of course i will still post about life cuz i kno yall wanna kno :)
Ok so day 1?
The brave may not live forever but the cautious do not live at all
Ok, heres what I think but i could be wrong acknowledge that im not perfect :)
Ok we only have one life to live we've only got one shot dont live ur life worried about all the consequences live ur life knowing that u took risks, cautious people are way to scared to even live life...life isnt about sittin in ur room all day long it isnt about studying 24 hours a day what matters most is.. to be a kid while u still can because when ur 30 ur gonna miss beein 15 these are the best years of our lives...you've got to live em, dont be so cautious take a chance if u take a chance u might make a mistake but will u choose to learn from it?
Ok, so lifes ok :)
Dance, Pep Rally, Football game all packed into one lil day man that sucks major booty! So Gods been speakin to me latly and I know hes telling me that I need to go back to church, I am gonna go next wen. ive decided Gods number one in my life always will be if i have no1 else ill always have him, and it took a while to finally realize that life doesnt go good when u turn ur back on God i was soo bitter at God for everything that happened to me, and the stuff that was going on that i couldnt even turn to face God and just listen i've ignored him so many times he shoulda walked away from me last night something hit hard i felt horrible i felt sick, and i had this strange feeling as i was sittin here eating, God sacraficed everything for us, and we owe it to him, we owe our lives and so much more! but, he didnt do it to leave us in debt, he did it because he loves us I understand now that it I was wrong I just hope one day I dont lose my mind and turn my back again :)
Love yall
Meagen?
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed
I'm okay
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)
But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)
Ok, so im gonna comment every day from now on adn startin today im gonna interpret quotes and what they mean to me and of course i will still post about life cuz i kno yall wanna kno :)
Ok so day 1?
The brave may not live forever but the cautious do not live at all
Ok, heres what I think but i could be wrong acknowledge that im not perfect :)
Ok we only have one life to live we've only got one shot dont live ur life worried about all the consequences live ur life knowing that u took risks, cautious people are way to scared to even live life...life isnt about sittin in ur room all day long it isnt about studying 24 hours a day what matters most is.. to be a kid while u still can because when ur 30 ur gonna miss beein 15 these are the best years of our lives...you've got to live em, dont be so cautious take a chance if u take a chance u might make a mistake but will u choose to learn from it?
Ok, so lifes ok :)
Dance, Pep Rally, Football game all packed into one lil day man that sucks major booty! So Gods been speakin to me latly and I know hes telling me that I need to go back to church, I am gonna go next wen. ive decided Gods number one in my life always will be if i have no1 else ill always have him, and it took a while to finally realize that life doesnt go good when u turn ur back on God i was soo bitter at God for everything that happened to me, and the stuff that was going on that i couldnt even turn to face God and just listen i've ignored him so many times he shoulda walked away from me last night something hit hard i felt horrible i felt sick, and i had this strange feeling as i was sittin here eating, God sacraficed everything for us, and we owe it to him, we owe our lives and so much more! but, he didnt do it to leave us in debt, he did it because he loves us I understand now that it I was wrong I just hope one day I dont lose my mind and turn my back again :)
Love yall
Meagen?