SOOO EXCITED!
at first i was sooo pissed because i didn't think i was gonna be able to go to spain with the spanish class in march. then i was thinking about just going somewhere, and now the plan is..
GO BACK TO THE DOMINICAN WITH JEN OVER SPRING BREAK!! i aksed my mom and she said okay. i'm paying for my self and it's costing less then going to spain! over $1,000 less!! and it will be more fun, don't have to worry about represeting the school. i can't wait!
dans mad. he thought he's be going on his cruise, and i'd be staying home. safe i guess you could say, away from guys. he's worried that i'm gonna cheat on him. i'm not gonna. i love him so much, i wouldn't do that to him and he wont believe me. i hate that he wont believe me. he doesnt wanna talk to me, and like while he's on his cruise i feel like he's gonna cheat on me to get back at me and just not tell me about it, even though i wont have done anything and he wont believe me and i hate it. i think that a lot of the time anyways when he goes out with his friends and drinks, even when he doesn't. but now this. ugh. i hate this. i was supposed to be a fun thing for me o do because i love traveling, and i can't belive that i have the opprotunity to go.
last time i went to the dominican, i called him wheni got back and he actually told me he wished i hadnt comeback. he didn't miss me, and was happier that i was gone. what if that happens again. last time i spent the entire time missing him. thinking about him and wanted t go home. and no doubt i'll be doing the samething this time too, but to think the same thing might happen, KILLS me. i duno what i'm gonna end up doing. i know i'm going, i just hope i can prove to him between now and when i go that i wouldn't do that to him. that i love him too much, and hes all i've eve wanted, and all i'll ever want. i can't wait until the day that i knw i wont have to worry about losing him anymore, the day i know he really is mine for ever. i feels great when he mentions us always being together, and getting married. and a lot of people think it's stupid and that when you're young you should be with a lot of people, but it think once you fine theone you love, and are inlove with them, and happy with them, then you're lucky. after 3 years of on and off, we're still here, and love each other, like we did when we were first together. but anywas.
yeaaaahh dominican!!!
GO BACK TO THE DOMINICAN WITH JEN OVER SPRING BREAK!! i aksed my mom and she said okay. i'm paying for my self and it's costing less then going to spain! over $1,000 less!! and it will be more fun, don't have to worry about represeting the school. i can't wait!
dans mad. he thought he's be going on his cruise, and i'd be staying home. safe i guess you could say, away from guys. he's worried that i'm gonna cheat on him. i'm not gonna. i love him so much, i wouldn't do that to him and he wont believe me. i hate that he wont believe me. he doesnt wanna talk to me, and like while he's on his cruise i feel like he's gonna cheat on me to get back at me and just not tell me about it, even though i wont have done anything and he wont believe me and i hate it. i think that a lot of the time anyways when he goes out with his friends and drinks, even when he doesn't. but now this. ugh. i hate this. i was supposed to be a fun thing for me o do because i love traveling, and i can't belive that i have the opprotunity to go.
last time i went to the dominican, i called him wheni got back and he actually told me he wished i hadnt comeback. he didn't miss me, and was happier that i was gone. what if that happens again. last time i spent the entire time missing him. thinking about him and wanted t go home. and no doubt i'll be doing the samething this time too, but to think the same thing might happen, KILLS me. i duno what i'm gonna end up doing. i know i'm going, i just hope i can prove to him between now and when i go that i wouldn't do that to him. that i love him too much, and hes all i've eve wanted, and all i'll ever want. i can't wait until the day that i knw i wont have to worry about losing him anymore, the day i know he really is mine for ever. i feels great when he mentions us always being together, and getting married. and a lot of people think it's stupid and that when you're young you should be with a lot of people, but it think once you fine theone you love, and are inlove with them, and happy with them, then you're lucky. after 3 years of on and off, we're still here, and love each other, like we did when we were first together. but anywas.
yeaaaahh dominican!!!