sister??!?!?!?!?!?#$@#!@
i have alot on my mind and that pisses me off...
i really love the fall and i cannot wait to go pumpkin pickin. i am rather confused cause what i thought my heart wanted a while ago just hurt me and let me down now im back in the same damn place i thought i escaped from but somehow didn't. im right back where i started and its even harder this time around cause i know it could work, u convinced me. again. shit. theres so much at stake yet i dont really give a fuck anymore cause im tired of walking on eggshells and im tired of puting what i want second....oooooooo boy this better work this time or else i wont be too happy