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I am about 2 steps away from becoming a cold, heartless bitch.
I am so tired of being the person who everyone treats like shit just because they know they can. No matter how bad or consistently a person treats me, i will always go back to being friends with them again..and I hate it. I need to take a stand for myself..for my happiness so that I am not constantly feeling this week.
Someone I thought was a good friend royaly screwed me over..recently. Its fucked up.
Whatever happened the bros before hoes saying anyway? I mean come on. Boys come and go but your girlfriends last forever.
i think im now seeing where Brenda was coming from when she didnt want to be friends with Curtis..he constantly treated her like crap and he knew he could because no matter what she'd always be there for him..thats how I feel with everyone lately.
I work my ass off at work so that everyone else can take it easy.
I work my ass off at home so that I satisfy my mom.
I treat people with the utmost respect, only asking for it in return..
and even when I dont get it back. Im still going to be totally nice.
I live by the Golden rule..treat others the way you want to be treated.
But you know what? Im sick of it. Im sick of the hurt..Im sick of the anger..im sick of the heartache..im sick of constantly being the 'nice' one.
You have to hurt some people in life in order to fulfill your need for happiness. Thats what I am going to start doing.
When I feel like something you are doing is pissing me off, I will tell you, I will act mean, distant and bitchy just as you do.
By the way, I got a new cell phone number..which only like 5 people have..and its going to fucking stay that way. Because I hate a lot of people right now...and I mean A LOT.
Fuck you bitches.
I love a couple people..everyone else can go fuck themselves.
I love Bo right now. He's been such an inspiration to me lately. We.re holding each other accountable for our actions in regards to God plan for our lives. We.re going to get through the sin in our lives together..its awesome!
I am so tired of being the person who everyone treats like shit just because they know they can. No matter how bad or consistently a person treats me, i will always go back to being friends with them again..and I hate it. I need to take a stand for myself..for my happiness so that I am not constantly feeling this week.
Someone I thought was a good friend royaly screwed me over..recently. Its fucked up.
Whatever happened the bros before hoes saying anyway? I mean come on. Boys come and go but your girlfriends last forever.
i think im now seeing where Brenda was coming from when she didnt want to be friends with Curtis..he constantly treated her like crap and he knew he could because no matter what she'd always be there for him..thats how I feel with everyone lately.
I work my ass off at work so that everyone else can take it easy.
I work my ass off at home so that I satisfy my mom.
I treat people with the utmost respect, only asking for it in return..
and even when I dont get it back. Im still going to be totally nice.
I live by the Golden rule..treat others the way you want to be treated.
But you know what? Im sick of it. Im sick of the hurt..Im sick of the anger..im sick of the heartache..im sick of constantly being the 'nice' one.
You have to hurt some people in life in order to fulfill your need for happiness. Thats what I am going to start doing.
When I feel like something you are doing is pissing me off, I will tell you, I will act mean, distant and bitchy just as you do.
By the way, I got a new cell phone number..which only like 5 people have..and its going to fucking stay that way. Because I hate a lot of people right now...and I mean A LOT.
Fuck you bitches.
I love a couple people..everyone else can go fuck themselves.
I love Bo right now. He's been such an inspiration to me lately. We.re holding each other accountable for our actions in regards to God plan for our lives. We.re going to get through the sin in our lives together..its awesome!