Jan 06, 2005 21:33
Well.
Its official.
I am sensitive.
what you say to me (or dont say for that matter) will rub me the wrong way.
I let people get to me and eat me alive..whether they know it or not.
I end up hating myself.
I act stupidly and should stop.
I need to let things go, but its hard.
I cry, a lot..over god knows what.
People hurt me too often..
I dont know how to deal with my anxiety, stress and feelings.
I constantly give people 298387633 chances to make it up to me, but it rarely happens.
I need to run away, to get away from all of this crap.
I hate myself sometimes.
I hate the way I act.
I want to be treated the way I treat others.
I dont want a shoulder to cry on, or someone to tell me everything is going to be ok..
All I want is to make the people that do this to me, go away.
When someones figures that out for me, let me know.