.today is on fire.
today was okay, dull but okay. I'm in a wicked bad mood right now, cause so many things are on my mind and I just wanna cry but I can't. I havent cried in a while, I'm long everdue. Well today I went to strawberries with my sister and bought a ticket for Allister and hidden in Plain view. Concerts are one of the only things in the world that make me truely happy. I've just been kinda sitting around all day eating and feeling shitty. I had a really amazing conversation with jess about a half hour ago tho, shes so awesome. She seems to be one of the only people who I can really connect with and have deep conversations with and she always relates me what I'm going through. Its good to have her as a friend.
I really miss jen a lot and it makes me really sad. I can't think about that right now though. I really wish I had a boyfriend right now, being lonely isn't fun. But I dunno, I'm really just not feeling good about a lot of things right now. life sucks sometimes.
xMyGlassHartex: its scary how rapidly the days go by
XxRpdHopeLoss: yea, sometimes it seems like the day will never end but when you think about it, life goes by to fast
xMyGlassHartex: i know, i think about my younger years sometimes, and i just miss being a kid, never having a care or worry in the world, and when hopscotch and for square was the highlight of my day, not sex and drugs
I <3 jess
I'm out.
Madd
I really miss jen a lot and it makes me really sad. I can't think about that right now though. I really wish I had a boyfriend right now, being lonely isn't fun. But I dunno, I'm really just not feeling good about a lot of things right now. life sucks sometimes.
xMyGlassHartex: its scary how rapidly the days go by
XxRpdHopeLoss: yea, sometimes it seems like the day will never end but when you think about it, life goes by to fast
xMyGlassHartex: i know, i think about my younger years sometimes, and i just miss being a kid, never having a care or worry in the world, and when hopscotch and for square was the highlight of my day, not sex and drugs
I <3 jess
I'm out.
Madd