heres the [meant] I never .s.a.i.d.

[xwastedxbeautyx]

waking up from this nightmare
hows your life, whats it like there?
is it all what you want it to be?
does it hurt, when you think about me
and how broken my heart is?

I'm so sick of being sad over jen...but it sucks, I love her so effin much...