Inside you're ugly, you're ugly like me...I can see through you, see the .R.E.A.L. you
It's weird how you make new friends and you think you can trust them and then they turn their backs on you. I dunno maybe I'm just overreacting, but I think that when I first make new friends, i put way to must trust into them, and i trust them way to quickly. I hate it when i love people so much and then they let me down. but idk w/e I'll get over it.
jen told me that some people were telling her that i was talkinf shit about eryn...which honestly isnt true. I do admit that I said I didnt like her but I'm sure if I got to know her that I would like her. but the only reason I didnt like her is cause I'm jealous of what her and jen have...i love jen so much. but I'm sure that eryn's a nice person. I really would like to get to know her...but I dunno.
life sucks like a bitch right now. I wish I had more self confidence, but I feel wicked ugly all the time, and I hate it. and I'm not just saying that so people will be like aw Holli you're pretty...I seriously feel that way and its making me so effin mad...I wish loosing weight didnt take so long, then I could feel good about myself. I love Jen so effin much, I wish I could be as beautiful as she is...shes so perfect.
jen told me that some people were telling her that i was talkinf shit about eryn...which honestly isnt true. I do admit that I said I didnt like her but I'm sure if I got to know her that I would like her. but the only reason I didnt like her is cause I'm jealous of what her and jen have...i love jen so much. but I'm sure that eryn's a nice person. I really would like to get to know her...but I dunno.
life sucks like a bitch right now. I wish I had more self confidence, but I feel wicked ugly all the time, and I hate it. and I'm not just saying that so people will be like aw Holli you're pretty...I seriously feel that way and its making me so effin mad...I wish loosing weight didnt take so long, then I could feel good about myself. I love Jen so effin much, I wish I could be as beautiful as she is...shes so perfect.