once again in self [defense] i wont sleep a wink to -p r e v e n t- dremaing of *you*
today was okay, after school i went to alyssas ans we made valentines :) then i went to walgreens when my dad picked me up and got candy and presents for my valentines. i hate valentines day so effin much, the only part i like about it is making valentines and giving them to people, i like giving. its fun. but yea, nuthin really else to right about cause my life is wicked boring. but im going to aprils tomorrow and i can't wait. i finally get to meet amanda woop woop, im excited. and i miss april so effin much its crazy, i wish she lived closer to me, but atleast i still get to see her sometimes :) people at school today kept asking me if my lip ring was real. lol. im wicked scared that its gonna get infected, that would suck wicked bad. its sore right now, i cant wait until its healed. me and krystal have like the same piercing, like same side and hoop, its pretty cool...i love her, shes so awesome. shes hot too. lol. but yea i made tons of valentines today, i made some at alyssa's and then i made some sweet ones when i got home, there big black hearts with red and pink little hearts on them...its pretty cool. holy smokes rufio is gonna be at the palladium, me and ceci wanna go wicked badly, i effin love rufio there soooooooo good. but yea, i was so effin pissed to find out that further seems forever dropped the show at the palldium. watashi wa and anberlin are still gonna be playing cause its the tooth and nail tour, but FSF is doing some farewell performances but they dropped the palladium one, it made me sad cause there so good and now im never gonna be able to see them live, wow that blows. but yea im gonna go now cause theres nothing else to write about.
Madd Love<>Holli
So it's safe to say that we've been here before;
Heart torn out, down for the count and still come back for more.
This lesson is learned too well.
Though, only unlearned by the time your wounds have healed.
Have you had enough?
I guess not because your lips are stuck to his.
It's Time to say enough is enough, you would be so better off.
You love him but tough because it's not coming back from him.
You can't win.
Stop expecting change, he's just a lost cause that you're waiting on.
Take a look around, you could have anyone.
So leave undeserving him.
It only hurts at first.
But then you will find someone to give you everything you want.
Try not to go running back to him.
So it goes unsaid that we've been here before.
Lonely nights and endless fights and sleeping on the floor.
And he's sorry, so the story goes.
It's read and replayed and ends the same way
Stop expecting change, he's just a lost cause that you're waiting on.
Take a look around, you could have anyone.
So leave undeserving him.
Stop expecting change, he's just a lost cause that you're waiting on.
Take a look around, you could have anyone.
the starting line-saddest girl story
awesome lyrics, reminds me all to well of *you*
Madd Love<>Holli
So it's safe to say that we've been here before;
Heart torn out, down for the count and still come back for more.
This lesson is learned too well.
Though, only unlearned by the time your wounds have healed.
Have you had enough?
I guess not because your lips are stuck to his.
It's Time to say enough is enough, you would be so better off.
You love him but tough because it's not coming back from him.
You can't win.
Stop expecting change, he's just a lost cause that you're waiting on.
Take a look around, you could have anyone.
So leave undeserving him.
It only hurts at first.
But then you will find someone to give you everything you want.
Try not to go running back to him.
So it goes unsaid that we've been here before.
Lonely nights and endless fights and sleeping on the floor.
And he's sorry, so the story goes.
It's read and replayed and ends the same way
Stop expecting change, he's just a lost cause that you're waiting on.
Take a look around, you could have anyone.
So leave undeserving him.
Stop expecting change, he's just a lost cause that you're waiting on.
Take a look around, you could have anyone.
the starting line-saddest girl story
awesome lyrics, reminds me all to well of *you*