this is to a girl who got into my head with all the pretty things she did...
another wasted day...
im kinda sad right and i havent been having a good day. i was supposed to go to jens hockey game today but she never called me back (she promised she would) which is nothing new, but i dunno why i let everything she does get me down. i think in a lot of ways i let her walk all over me, and i think she does it because she knows she can and i wont do anything about it. i care about her so much and she always does shit like this to me, and i feel like she totaly disregaurds my feelings. she always tells me she loves me and that i'm her best friend, but i dont really believe it anymore...i wish i didnt love her so much. well i need to go cause this is getting to much for me to deal with...
[*i never meant to create you...only mayhem*]
im kinda sad right and i havent been having a good day. i was supposed to go to jens hockey game today but she never called me back (she promised she would) which is nothing new, but i dunno why i let everything she does get me down. i think in a lot of ways i let her walk all over me, and i think she does it because she knows she can and i wont do anything about it. i care about her so much and she always does shit like this to me, and i feel like she totaly disregaurds my feelings. she always tells me she loves me and that i'm her best friend, but i dont really believe it anymore...i wish i didnt love her so much. well i need to go cause this is getting to much for me to deal with...
[*i never meant to create you...only mayhem*]