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Every time I mess up, I just tell myself it's alright and that "It's time to get serious about this.. If you really hate your body so much then stop eating all that junk food you fat ass!" Then I'll go threw like a week of doing good I'll lose like 5 pounds and then I be so tired of healthy food I will binge horribly. And since I have like no gag-reflex at all I can never really purge. So it just pretty much sucks to be me. I hate the way I feel after I eat, and I hate when people tell me "you are soo pretty Hillary!" gahh! I hate that so much I feal like everyone is joking around with me like just saying it to make me feel better. But in reality it makes me feel worse. I really need some friends to talk to so If you want you can add me.
♥Hill
♥Hill