Nov 19, 2004 12:49
2day was yeah u guessed it the same...be4 1st period sam pretended not to notice me and last night i IM her and she blocked me...i cant accept the fact that i was the asshole in her life and i feel as if i scared her for life like now we get hurt when we see each other well mentally or at least i get hurt so if she wont forgive me fine i'm not going to further hurt myself over her i was going to show her that i have changed but she wont let me so 4get her than...4th period was good nuttin different the same old good stuff...kari might go on the ski trip and i'm going so that would be cool and i'm hoping anastasia can teach me how to snowboard and ski...2morrow before the concert i'm selling XWA to Mahon McVince well hopfully so yeah i'm home early if u didnt notice i was walking to the nurses office and i saw daneila<3 she cept me company which made me feel alot better but i still wanted to go home...when i got there my sis was home and we went to bk and she didnt wanna give me my other burger that i paid for but i got it then my dad was home all of a sudden and he claimed it was "work day" which is normally on sunday and he said we had to clean our rooms and i'm not in the mood for it even thou my room needs cleaning...later i need to continue my cadio stuff on this machine i have i did it 4 times on level 10 which is the highest and ive been doing it a couple times this week so i'm getting back into shape...i felt soo powerful yesterday lol...