day before another return of xwa
the day was mostly the same cept sam g's teacher wasnt there right away and i guess u can say i had a better chance to talk to her but i didnt cuz she was crowded by other peeps but even if she was alone i dont think i could talk to her maybe one lucky day i'll find her online somewhere and tell her everything and if she doesnt forgive me then fine at least i tryed...i dunno wat i wrote in the last entry but i dont have anything against gay or bi people i jus dont feel right near them at 1st i guess but i was on christains team 2day in gym and hes pretty funny for a gay guy and i guess the game wouldve been boring without him but w/e...kristine was nice to me 2day and normally she is but i guess i notice kiri's niceness so sry all u girls r nice but kristine is playing wierd mind games at times cuz like somedays we get to have our moments and great talks and we seem so close i jus wanna cluddle with her cuz she makes me happy but then other times shes kinda like well not that... i dunno i guess its a skitzo thing and i used to be like that and sometimes shes antisocial which i used to be but now i'm trying to brake out of the shell ridaline put on me but i'm way more talkative now and that makes me happy too i guess cuz the last friend that i was close to a girl was prob robyn or sam well i was friends with laruen but i didnt get to hang out with her but she helped open me up...2morrow i got xwa and kristine aka THE HUMAN FERRETT is taking on my sis and i asked christain to go so kristine and him can meet and be good friends and kristine can finally have a gay friend and me well i still want a gf but i dunno whos gunna come outta no where and be that i'll have keep being me and hope for the best...casandra doesnt seem to wanna talk to me much anymore i think i scared her with my blue hair in gym and yea i kno it was awile ago but it was on my mind so yeah...ok to make my journals better every time or at least almost every time i'll bring up a random thing to talk about from the past cuz theres alot fo shit there...ok heres the 1st one: hey since xwa is returning i'll talk about the 1st days of xwa which was then called BYCW and me Gordan aka The Duck, Alex aka Lee and Eric aka The Seagull and we wrestled at Finley Middle skool in the by the feild at lunch time and well back then we didnt take it that serious and it was like a jus for fun thing but yeah after awile we changed the name to UCW and we made championships and did matches but after awile since it was jus us 3 they didnt want to do it no more and we nvr filmed it so then after awile i made XWA which was almost XCW but i thought it was too much like ECW so XWA was made and we did our 1st show featuring me, homie d, mike 420, thuglezz, george and cat and hey i jus noticed most of them still r in xwa and were at the last couple shows so i hope to see them 2morrow and if i do i'll do a special thank u thing for them...