great day
well 1st off in tv studio we finally finshed the shining and i love that movie its great. jack nicleson is crazy i wanna do a movie where i'm crazy heh i'll be like that for my "Killing a Paradise" movie where I the killer marries girls and has kids wit them and has the good life then kills them all and repeats. thats gunna be fun to do but i'll need girls to be the wifes. in gym class theres this gay kid who scares me lol but i think he does it for the girls now i kno i want a gf badly but i wouldnt go that far enless i was rly hyper or sumthin but i only talk and act it for fun. after skool i was supposed to leave with joe but i stayed to catch the bus and me and sam got pretty close after i agreed that ethan is anoying :) now i'm her new best friend and i even got a hug from her ahhh i feel soo loved :) its weird after kristine left i talk to kiry and sam more and they r pretty cool and this week i got sams sn hehe i rule! i realized 2day i shouldnt go after the newer girls i've met i should go after girls ive known over the years and havent talked to as much like theres lots that turned "punk" excuse the stereotype but yea and seem rly cool like this one girl christina we've known eachother since 3rd grade and belive it or not we've had some crazy times lol but i think shes rly cool now but i cant seem to talk to her like all these years ive been in a shell and now i'm breaking out of it but now and then i run back in or i'm stuck in y i dunno i wish i could jus be my crazy fun self 24/7 then id have a girl but i gotta train myself to be open alot more open and talkative..like now if someone talks to me 1st i talk no problem but i cant depend on that..oh well i'll fix that somehow umm i cant deside wat kind of hair cut i'm getting over the weekend i'm thinking of either shorter spikes or jus triming it but i think i'll jus trim it cuz nero xtreme with spiked hair at irw with spikes wouldnt be right my long hair is who i am now. 2day me and joe continued filming stranded and did some new stuff ha we were singing it was great lol and we r almost done with it then alls i gotta do is edit it..