Something I was thinking about
My mother is stubborn, judgemental, and not easily satisfied.
It's taking all the strength I have to say that I'm more like her than I'd ever care to admit. So maybe that's why I don't get along with her. I always said that if I were someone else I would never want to be friends with myself. I think that we're both just too high maintainance to deal with each other and that's why we have such a screwed up relationship. The difference between her and me though, is that when she does something right...she loves to brag about it. As for me...I'll keep it to myself cuz I'm not one to go up to her and flaunt every little thing I've ever done right. I was thinking today, that nothing I ever do will ever be good enough for her. Cuz she wants me to be perfect and that's something I just can't do. So no matter how hard I try there's always something else to pick out about me.
Oh and Myra, I'm over it. Cuz really...what's the point?
It's taking all the strength I have to say that I'm more like her than I'd ever care to admit. So maybe that's why I don't get along with her. I always said that if I were someone else I would never want to be friends with myself. I think that we're both just too high maintainance to deal with each other and that's why we have such a screwed up relationship. The difference between her and me though, is that when she does something right...she loves to brag about it. As for me...I'll keep it to myself cuz I'm not one to go up to her and flaunt every little thing I've ever done right. I was thinking today, that nothing I ever do will ever be good enough for her. Cuz she wants me to be perfect and that's something I just can't do. So no matter how hard I try there's always something else to pick out about me.
Oh and Myra, I'm over it. Cuz really...what's the point?