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for some odd reason, i read some of my entries from last year about this time. and to my astonishment, i seemed a lot happier. why, i don't know. but now, it just seems weird around here. nothing left. nothing came. nothing has changed. so, through my confusion, i see no evidence of anything that could be credited the reason for my negative emotions.
i wish they'd go away.
it's almost summer. and all i can do is complain. what a loser i am. maybe when things start picking up for summer, and event start to take place, and plans are made, i'll perk up and make my way to "summer-mode"
hopefully.
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in other events, this week promises to be busy.
monday night, a handful of students are going to the kiwanis meeting. our Key Club is holding the main event: the old officers are being retired and the new officers installed. i'm kind of excited since then i will officially be the new president. scary. i have a lot to follow, and i'm not sure i can step up to the plate. but i have all summer to get things in order.
tuesday night, i have a softball game in windsor. i got my cast off and pin out this past wednesday, and presently only wear an air-cast (or splint, whatever you want to call it). they were going to leave the cast on, but i begged sweet mercy for them to take it off. i'm a sly one, i tell ya. so, splint until the 25th, then physical therapy for a few days, THEN softbaaaaall! yay.
wednesday night is ridgecroft's athletic banquet. i hate going to these things. i never get anything and just when i think i might get something for softball - i get hurt. my luck, i swear. however, i'm trying not to let it get to me since my parents think i "have a problem with others getting recognized". i really am trying to change. or something. but nevertheless, it always feels like popularity over talent or will. again, i'll leave it at that.
thursday night is the night of all nights. THE LAST EPISODE OF THE OC. from 8-9 p.m. i will be glued to the television, because i, stephanie leigh northcott, am completely obsessed. and have been so since the beginning of the first episode at the end of summer 2003. i don't care if it is a "teenage soap opera". i love it. so. that's thursday night.
ironically, i have something planned for every night his week, except for the weekend. which most likely means i'll be doing exactly what i've been doing this weekend:
nothing.
i wish they'd go away.
it's almost summer. and all i can do is complain. what a loser i am. maybe when things start picking up for summer, and event start to take place, and plans are made, i'll perk up and make my way to "summer-mode"
hopefully.
---
in other events, this week promises to be busy.
monday night, a handful of students are going to the kiwanis meeting. our Key Club is holding the main event: the old officers are being retired and the new officers installed. i'm kind of excited since then i will officially be the new president. scary. i have a lot to follow, and i'm not sure i can step up to the plate. but i have all summer to get things in order.
tuesday night, i have a softball game in windsor. i got my cast off and pin out this past wednesday, and presently only wear an air-cast (or splint, whatever you want to call it). they were going to leave the cast on, but i begged sweet mercy for them to take it off. i'm a sly one, i tell ya. so, splint until the 25th, then physical therapy for a few days, THEN softbaaaaall! yay.
wednesday night is ridgecroft's athletic banquet. i hate going to these things. i never get anything and just when i think i might get something for softball - i get hurt. my luck, i swear. however, i'm trying not to let it get to me since my parents think i "have a problem with others getting recognized". i really am trying to change. or something. but nevertheless, it always feels like popularity over talent or will. again, i'll leave it at that.
thursday night is the night of all nights. THE LAST EPISODE OF THE OC. from 8-9 p.m. i will be glued to the television, because i, stephanie leigh northcott, am completely obsessed. and have been so since the beginning of the first episode at the end of summer 2003. i don't care if it is a "teenage soap opera". i love it. so. that's thursday night.
ironically, i have something planned for every night his week, except for the weekend. which most likely means i'll be doing exactly what i've been doing this weekend:
nothing.