with every goodbye
This secret was so good that I wished I would have thought of it. And it couldn't be more true. Especially through all of the bullshit I've been through this entire year. I was trying to think of all the friends I'd lost so far since January, and I couldn't remember them all. But I do miss parts of all of them. So this entry will go out to those people, no matter how much I've screwed things up, or they have, or both. There are still times when things come up that remind me of these people every once in awhile, where I stop and think, 'I miss them' or, if we weren't very close friends, and were just acquaintances 'I wonder how close we could have been if things hadn't gotten so shitty'.
1. Kaisey
2. Kris
3. Amy
4. Erika
5. Chip
6. Cat
7. Ryan
8. Dave
9. Sam
10. Rachel
11. Whitney
12. Heat
13. April
I'm sure there are more and I feel bad for not remembering them, but I'm at work typing this.
There are some people have nightmares about everyone they know hating them.
Myself? Living them.